/liz/ -General

E-commerce specialist
I know everything there is about them and also integrating them together with order management programs,automatization, invoicing, warehouse logistics and some advertising.

Everyone likes me and I'm the most upbeat person around. They're often surprised by how much I know. People trust me easily and like sharing personal stuff or secrets with me.

acting like this is putting me under a lot of stress and I can not control it, neither my body can handle this, spasming and my eyes fill up with tears - people are like wtf because other than that I'm functioning normally

which is nice when it comes to pity points - bad regarding salaries and growth cuz "lol he's not confident in what he's saying!"

I'm earning way under than what I should have because of this + every boss I had thought they knew better.
Reverting the changes I made because it doesn't make sense to them while the increase in sales and profit is proved by data.

>>3253
>those spoilers
have you tried not caring that much about others? they're just coworkers looking to make dough, you're getting used badly that way

>>3254
I don’t care about them or how they perceive me.

“Acting like this” is incorrect; it’s more like I have a social mode that turns on automatically. I don’t have a sense of self, so I’m not really “acting,” lol.

>You’re getting used badly.
Not really —I’m assertive when someone tries to make a drudge out of me. I actually have fun when people try it; their dumbfounded faces make me feel cool.

It does seem like these situations happen more often for me than for the average person.

I also tried being the quiet, asocial, straight-to-the-point type, but somehow, that just puts more strain on my system.

My job is to frustrate others I'm paid with pleasure.