No.5151
>>5142>blurry version of me started suffocating meDream within dreams are the worst. I've had them before where I thought I was awake and out of the fucked up dream world only to look around my bedroom and see that everything is blurry and off.
No.5152
What would you do with 60 tb of hard drive space?
>>5151Yea I think it's a trained response, as I used to escape nightmares when I was about to die by closing my eyes and thinking of waking up.
Now my minds adapted where i'll just stay dreaming but wake up in my room until i keep fighting it.
No.5154
>>5152>60 tb of hard drive spacehope that the hard drive in external (would want ssd in the actual computer) and hoard media
No.5158
>>5155Personally I stand on the chair waving my phone around repeating "I just can't seem to get a connection" with the thing turned off.
No.5159
>>5155I'm more of a man spread while reading tard fiction kind of man.
That or I just layback and day dream.
>>5154Yea it is, though i'm shucking two of them.
that's my main mission at the moment, collecting about every type of media but most my time will be spent searching for things I may have missed in which i'd cherish. Book will be exceptionally difficult but at least they don't take much space.
>>5156I'm forced to when i leave my room, civilized my ass this world is a prison of cotton.
No.5160
>>5156they must of never seen a lizard in his natural environment, laying down naked in a darken room with a big blankie to keep himself warm
>>5158hello boomer lizard
No.5215
Sorry for blogpost
Tomorrow I have an interview for junior software tester. Hopefuly I wont panic or act autistic. If I don't get it job in KFC is avaible starting from wednesday. I quit studying because gotta move out soon and uni from monday to friday is waste of time, that system doesn't work for me. Can't learn a shit with ppl around. Gonna post how did it go
If it weren't You Lizzies I'd probably be dead or homeless.
Thank You for help and keeping this site alive. I'm really happy
No.5217
>>5215Sounds like an important interview, if you're anything like me you'll be shaking like a leaf. Hopefully there's not too many dot heads in your area and jobs like that are actually in demand.
No.5220
>>5217Damn I'm sure of myself I don't stress about going outside and talking to ppl that interview gonna be easy peasy lemon squezy. I just had to rethink all that stuff and my social phobia is gone, I can't imagine how I could stress about those silly things.
Turned out that I'm still a retard I was stuttering and shaking while squishing my fingers. When they asked about the pay I gave them netto instead of brutto so that's the lowest pay it can be.
Gonna work at kfc and when I get bored,exit bag but that's after trying amanita muscaria mding, if that won't help then I'm out
No.5223
>>5220>rethink all that stuff and my social phobia is goneAmazing. Even after doling money out to a therapist I couldn't overcome my social phobia
No.5224
>>5223Not sure which one of us didn't get the joke
No.5225
>>5220some black people would kill to be payed while being around fried chicken liz.
Sucks that it happened like that, I'd do the same thing. Kind of gave up on a job in tech atm and would aim more towards manual labor or night time stock boy positions.
No.5226
Also fun fact my family is banned from our local KFC because my grandpa got angry at their service and called the workers niggers (they didn't give him a pass beforehand).
No.5228
>>5224Me. I'm too autistic to recognize irony.
No.5255
>>5247stand up to her and demand tendies or you're going home.
You're a grown man and shes treating you like a soup guzzling child.
I wish my pee was red that'd be cool.
No.5259
>>5247>barley soup with millet and creamYuck! Old people soup!
No.5281
>>5278might not be a bad idea, poos are generally less unfriendly than most white people I ever meet. May just keep it an acquaintance like friendship to test their personalities for now though.
No.5282
>>5281whatever, just dont be surprised when they decide to shit up your street.
No.5285
>>5282>>5284Oh I'm not the guy interacting with them, i'm a useless neet.
>dont be surprised when they decide to shit up your street.I hope part of getting your greencard as an indian is mandatory potty training.
>opinion of them is the complete opposite.Completely valid, personal experience vs. personal experience. All depends on the individual and your surroundings.
I think in the case of the video most people see tourist of india as rich and different so hate is bound to arise (plus they're all poor and dirty it's probably natural to grimace at the closest noise/anchor to reality that's not entertaining you).
No.5286
>>5281That's what noticed too. They asked a lot of personal questions which is considered rather inappropriate here but I don't care about my country's shitty social norms.
They seem very outgoing and relaxed but it may be to soon to say that since I've met them yesterday.
Oh and one is very religous with dot on his forehead.
>>5284this guy etiquette is shit, even I know more about it from 10 minute read lol and also what
>>5285 said.
I'd like to point that I'm not a person that craved for social interaction or was sad about being friendless lol.
I've never had oppurtunity to talk with any foreigner in english,it's a great oppurtunity to become more fluent in speaking that's why I do this.
Also learning about different culture is entertaining to me
No.5287
>>5285>personal experience vs. personal experienceNo sorry, but I can't let you off here. I've had more experience with poos than any white man should ever have to go through and my opinion of them is the objective reality on what they're like.
>hate is bound to ariseOnly Indians would mistreat a tourist to that level.
No.5290
Kind of want to watch a television show where a group of people dress as aliens and kidnap people but god has forbidden it to exist.
No.5292
>>5290>dress as aliens and kidnap peopleand what, give people anal probes and whatever? wtf
No.5294
>>5292They wouldn't think they were real aliens if there wasn't even a mention of anal probes, it's strictly for realism.
No.5297
>>5296it's this world that's sick,
where's my alien/robot cosplay sumo tournament?
No.5330
A family member got robbed, and after getting to know him while working with him this summer, while I may disagree on how to spend my life as most men do to certain levels, my blood is boiling.
This happened when another family member died as well, someone robbed his house right after he was declared dead.
This has killed off any desire to work for wealth, while those of better heart than me get duped daily. A world where those who try to be good get punished for it unless they're lucky. I can see myself in them, i'm not as good, but I'm already used to getting used. It doesn't hurt any less each time. Think i'll just stay in my room as long as I possibly can.
No.5332
>>5330>used to getting usedThat's probably for the best. It's a sad realization but a lot of human interaction is just people trying to tear each other down in order to get little ego boosts.
No.5338
>>5332Yea, it's just a shame it is that way in general. I need to get myself to focus on these things less, at least then i'd be caught up in my fantasies instead of ruminating of unfortunate circumstances.
No.5340
>>5338>caught up in my fantasiesthat's what I spend most of my days doing as well
No.5345
Woah mommy found my shroombag.
I had a threat of being kicked out so many times that I became immune and took not living here as a present fact.
At least maybe the consequences will add more spice to my boring life.
lol
No.5358
>>5345>found my shroombagtell her you like the taste of dried mushrooms and demand your bag back
No.5362
>>5345anything cum of it? tell her she wasn't feeding you well enough so you had to start foraging for sustenance.
No.5364
man, i thought lizchan was dead because .org was down and i didn't know about the new domain
I'm kinda upset that I missed out on the last 5 months, but i'm so happy i could cry right now
No.5367
>>5362yes, had 3 yields. There would be probably 4th one. She found it day after harvesting so it was empty.
I bought the kit like 4 or 5 months ago because I didn't get a single penny for nearly a whole year, like literally nothing from her.
>if you want money go to workShe wanted me to work and go to uni monday-friday so I decided to grow, bought it for the last savings that I had(it was cheap).
It was hidden in pc case for 2 grows but after hearing that I had to move out too many times, I stopped to care and placed it behind the desk.
Oh and I didn't upset her even once, she just takes her anger on me lol.
I'm the best lizmaid and she doesn't notice how clean I keep the whole flat.
I have 3 pairs of shoes and 2 of them have holes since a long time also I'm addicted to nicotine so I needed to have that vape juice.
Mommy earns a good cash and her 2nd husband much more + father keeps paying alimony.
I don't get anything for no reason, it's not like the fault is on my side.
oh and shrooms weren't for my use mostly, like I had a two small trips and tried MDing for a week but it doesn't work well on me, just writting that so ya don't think that I'm a junkie and that's why I don't get the cash No.5368
or was it 4
No.5371
>>5367>>5368sorry to hear that anon, its always the same shit, roastie mother being a roastie mother and doing roastie motherly things
hope things get better anon, have some comfy anime girls in hopes they brighten your mood
No.5373
>>5364welcome back liz, we're here to stay for good
No.5399
>>5397You don't support Isreal? What an anti-semite! You should be put to death! Start the oven, Goldbergenstein!
This dichotomy thinking is very useful for controlling cattle. I'm not sure if it would be better for them to all be completely aimless. It is annoying as hell though. No.6627
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