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7362
>>7360Happy New year to you too lizzie
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7367
Dentist told me that I need to get braces, otherwise my front teeth will eat themselves.
This will cost me 1250$ (of local currency).
Front is already damaged.
Holy shit xd
Additionally 4 teeth need treatment.
One wisdom tooth is already half out.
Second one started to hurt few days after visit but it's fully covered and it's angled on like 45° angle.
Fuuuuuuuuuck
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7369
>>7367don't trust dentists. they're in it for the money
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7370
>>7369I wish her suggestion was fueled by money.
Unfortunately my 1st upper teeth are so thin that I can see the color of them changing when I press tongue against.
Awesome:-DD
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7372
>>7370idk, unless I need a root canal I avoid denti$t$ as much as possible. I even clean my own plaque with a toothpick
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7373
>>7369I wish her suggestion was fueled by money.
Unfortunately my 1st upper teeth are so thin that I can see the color of them changing when I press tongue against.
Awesome:-DD
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7789
Bought some cheap food with expiry date on today.
I've never cooked on my own, best I can do are pancakes.
Had no idea what to do with all this stuff so I just spammed all my fridge contents and spices into chatgpt.
It helped me make a great dinner.
Minced meat with zucchini and champignon.
Made some salad to that.
Even better than my family's cooking!
Turns out I really enjoy cooking, at last found something that brings me joy.
Even if it's braindead cooking regulated by Ai overlords.
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7792
^their AI doesn't seem to be all dominating all consuming singleton yet. It's not much different than if you looked up recipes yourself. But it's really braindead and sometimes gives very stupid and inaccurate responses.
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7793
>>7792I could use site like supercook to see all the possible recipes but I prefer to get one that is written for a retard like me that likes no choice.
>But it's really braindead and sometimes gives inaccurate responsesI'm using it for work almost daily and when the search engine doesn't provide sufficient information.
It's good enough for my npc wired brain.
Ah I'm talking about chatgpt, the rest was awful.
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7800
I was trying to fix laser for old classmate's mother, didn't work out because condensators were some weird ass non-standard shit.
She got drunk with her friend I didn't even notice when.
Received lots of useless boomer advice but I heard something that filled me with pride.
"you are too manly to have dysphoria and it's just your imagination"
Thanks, that's what I've been trying to achieve for a long time.
Unless that's just how normies try to man up people then I would pissed kek
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7803
Breaking News: the game sucks
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7804
Haha neighbors above were fucking on some shitty bed for like less than 30 seconds.
At first I was annoyed but damn what a quick shot.
Got 2nd hand embarrassment
Disgusting animals can't buy proper bed, shit sounded like the whole ceiling would fall
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7829
The day isn't over yet but I did absolutely fucking nothing and I feel this isn't gonna change. I don't know why this happens. Maybe direct attention fatigue. Maybe adhd. Maybe whatever the fuck, I don't know, there are too many reasons to figure it out after only glossing over the dsm
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7831
>>7830What's a mental breakdown?
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7833
>>7832Hm I could eat without help even during my worst
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7834
>>7833That was a joke, allegory.
You have device in reach of your hands that can grant you infinite wisdom but you prefer being spoonfed answers by me.
Now be a good liz and I might actually give you the explanation
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7835
>>7834Psychotic induced wisdom, yes liz, I understand it all
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7837
>>7835Exactly
>>7836Most likely will hop on them next week
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7838
>>7837Whatever happens to you I root for you liz. May Wisdom stay by your side.
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7839
I'm trying to quit caffeine but it's so fucking hard. I need an energy drink every once in a while. Who else drinks energy drinks?
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7840
>>7839I do my best to avoid them, better kill myself then become drug driven robot working his ass off for the ugly society to benefit.
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7841
than*
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7847
Yesterday went on a bike ride dressed lightly to get some frostbite, explored new places spent few minutes near train tracks thinking about jumping under.
When I came back my kidneys were hurting from cold.
Reading
>>7838 calmed me down, fell asleep immediately, thank you for that.
The last time my mind was in such state was around 6 years ago.
At least on Monday I'm getting diagnosed, after that pills.
Sceptical about it but at least I'm aware that without them I won't last lol
Im gonna translate whole diagnosis for all the bored lizards.
>>7839I've used to drink one can of monster every day (sometimes two)
What helped me stop was realizing that I'm just borrowing energy not gaining it.
Also it's not fun to be dependent on caffeine.
>every once in a whileDepends how often that is. I drink them only if my night was fucked to get through the day.
Quality sleep > caffeine all the way
Buy yourself some earplugs instead they're much better.
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7848
Since you have touched on the subject of sleep, lately I've been unable to calm down and sleep without turning on some music. Since my musical taste is essentially fucked up and it's very hard to find good atmospheric/just-suitable black/death metal even getting asleep is now somewhat of a torture for me. I've never been so fucked up before it's such a downward spiral, lizards
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7851
>>7850Nvm i forgot that would force me to leave my pit and socialize with people.
Dang it
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7852
>>7850LMAO. Just a few month ago I got caught by a gang of believers in whatever the fuck, they showed me a video and tried to organize a more thorough meeting with me but I cowed out. Mainly because I don't give a fuck, also because I'm not up to arguing about god, also because they're likely scum with no benefits. They're unproductive. I am deeply disgusted that they promote their ideas about god for financial benefit.
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7904
Today I was crazy just once! Great success
Busy mind eases the pain.
probably used up all my batteries today and gonna break tomorrow, let's see>>7852>promote their ideas about god for financial benefitOooh right, silly me forgot what fuels people.
I would go for it if my mental sicknesses were not considered as lack of taught morals / not enough faith and Bible studying.
Jehovah are far behind science and from what I read some believe in evil spirits and shit.
Gosh why there are no cool cults =, =
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7908
>>7904>picrelLiz, for liz's sake what is the source? This girl is super cute and that might be the very thing I need right now if I don't wanna kill myself
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7909
>>7904>probably used up all my batteries today and gonna break tomorrow, let's seeThat's relatable. I'm currently going through a breakdown, the lowest point. Completely spaced out and even turned off the phone. I wonder how deep I dig myself before I can recover. It's not the first time, but each time it only becomes worse.
>Gosh why there are no cool cults =, = Because every organized community is doomed to be cucked by power/money/status greedy retards. A decent community can only be formed on the grounds of lack of hierarchical structure _and_ a specific purpose. Basically I take this from how elite high intelligence communities are formed.
a) Nobody is superior in status to anyone else
b) Rules are not to be broken under any circumstances
c) Rule 1. No open conflicts in the club
d) Rule 2. We're here to do <insert activity name> and nothing else
As you can imagine this kinda community doesn't exist in the open, so even if there are some, you're not gonna join. And isolation is a good strategy to keep out retards who would otherwise override you.
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7910
Basically though when I think about community I remember stains;gate and how they used to spend days in their comfy laboratory. That means that both people who participate must of the right disposition and rules must prevent unfortunate conflicts that are inevitable. In practice it's nearly impossible so yeah forget about it. I guess even after death we won't be able to form a decent community anywhere in hell.
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7912
>>7908Erika Meinohama | Rifle Is Beautiful
I'm a poser, had to google sauce
>>7909Caught up to you, I'm curently having one.
It will be just getting worse and happening more often so it's better to work on it naow. If there is even anything you can do about it.
Oh that's a great explanation liz.
>even if there are some, you're not gonna join. And isolation is a good strategy to keep out retardsMakes sense, I'm retarded
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7913
>>7912>If there is even anything you can do about it.I thought about it a lot, but I found out there isn't anything you can do, because when you exist in isolation reasons to uphold certain character disappear. I fumbled with it as hard as I could but it always ends up breaking me. Presently I don't care at all. These days even thoughts about suicide don't raise any feelings in me and at this point I can calmly admit that it's most likely how I'm gonna die.
>Makes sense, I'm retarded You're likely not, just unlucky. Very unlucky.
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7915
>>7913This just sounds like character growth.
Can't notice anything bad about it, if you want to get out of isolation and socialize back in then it's going to take some time.
But it's not a long process anyway.
I think there are other reasons for your misery - that's just my view.
I might have completely misunderstood what you wrote though
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7916
>>7915It truly isn't hard to socialize when you want it, but when you feel disgusted with 3pdp good luck
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7917
3dpd
fuck it
>flood detected
it's not my fault i make typos all the fucking time
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7920
>>7919Liz when are we going to conquer this world? How long are warm bloods going to be allowed to be at the tiller?
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7923
Today I was in a trance. I didn't really feel anything at all. Tomorrow is going to be full of shit so I brace myself against what I hate so fucking much, but apart from that, I rot pretty successfully. I think I'm sort of past the lowest point of the breakdown. At least I don't feel acutely pained and restless anymore. I'm becoming hollow again. Guess it isn't that bad, just need more time to turn into a zombie again.
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7927
I legitimately spent the day browsing imageboards and doing shit. I don't even know how the day ended so quickly. I did absolutely fucking nothing.
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7951
Today I used depilation cream around food disposal outlet.
I understand that it may be misunderstood by those fortunate enough to not have -1,5cm 0.6 inch forest on their ass
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7970
Lizchan back from beyond the grave! Wanted to throw in a few words of daily hatred, but site was down. I got a bit upset, but then thought that probably cold blood will not surrender to society, and here it is. All hail lizachan!
