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6011
I'm on trial period as warehouseman.
It's my second day but I'm still stressing rather hard.
Since Thursday I'm having tics which are rather annoying and strong. It's first time when they didn't go away the next day which worries me.
At least they weren't as hard as yesterday.
Today I started categorising my liked music on youtube while doing it I noticed that some bands released new albums unfortunately only sellout crap then disband lol
No.
6013
Worked my wageslave job, made some dinner, played some ODST on legendary. I want to beat it on legendary by the end of the weekend and maybe start Reach afterwards. I will update you all once I do that.
No.
6014
Went wageslaving, not that much to do there. Still stressed hard.
Boss asked me if I'm okay with giving out ppl freebies on the street so I tried.
It was too hard for me to advertise his company and was stuttering while talking to randoms.
After finishing this whole thing prematurely my tics got worse.
Fortunately he's rather understanding and wasn't angry at me for coming back sooner.
On Monday I have to know how to set up seagate srn01c.
Check what equipment do we need to set up the server with shop site + UPS. (I have no freaking idea how to to do it atm)
Aaaand look for some WiFi cameras and know how to set it up in theory.
At least I finally have something to do.
it's not hard, right? >>6012Hellsing ultimate or the first one? If the second you should definitely watch ultimate
No.
6016
>>6013sorry, not feeling it today. I'll probably take a break from ODST for like, half a year and probably forget about it now.
No.
6017
>>6014>Hellsing ultimate or the first one? The former, though I think I didn't understand shit. I feel like the ending completely flew over my head with how
Alucard became a loli, how he died, anything to do with his past, and the Mayor being a robot. May need to rewatch it later down the road
No.
6018
Scouted for monitoring systems.
It's actually cheaper to buy a kit (dvr + cameras) than buy cameras separately and linking it to pc. Didn't expect it honestly.
Managed to set up a network drive.
Wasted like 2 hours on it. I thought the system on it was bugged. Turned out I couldn't access the files on it because thing is from 2014 and settings to use such "old" device are turned off on Windows by default.
>>6017I don't remember hellsing ultimate being that confusing but it was almost 8 years ago so…
Tbh I don't even the part about him being a robot lol
No.
6020
Went to bath, 'read' doujin about tomboy and shota.
Work laptop could find network drive without any changes in Windows as well as my phone through app.
On pc of boss it was visible but couldn't access the files. It redicercted me to shitty Twonky site.
I actually forgot to check if allowing those settings may harm the security device so I didn't change anything on his work station.
shit's fucked and manuals are outdated, the number of things that changed are not listed anywhereBrought it home again and gotta set it up again, ffs.
If I won't make it then gonna suggest making NAS on raspberry or some similar device.
I'm newbie when it comes to computer stuff and I have a lot to learn.
If anyliz is upset about posts related to wageslavin then I can stop anytime, just let me know.
>>6019what's troubling you?
No.
6114
Today was ass…
That is all.
No.
6115
>>6114Tomorrow's another day.
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6126
>>6125Imagine waking up to a full English breakfast every day…
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6127
>>6126umm beans and fried eggs *licks lips*. the English truly are the masters of breakfast making
No.
6187
Went to the mall and got some wonton soup this afternoon. The fake pandemic doesn't seem to be keeping people inside this Halloween, plenty of retards out wearing masks though.
No.
6240
>>6016Finally beat it yesterday. It was hard. Doing Reach on Heroic first and it's noticeably harder. Head shots are way harder to do for some reason and jackels now hold their shields with the LEFT hand instead of their right. I have to air for their left hand now and it's so disorientating.
No.
6246
>>6242eeeh? Is it not hard or something? I definitely died a bunch. It was mostly because a few shots will kill you. Although I've not played Halo 3 in a while. I have also beaten Halo 1-3 on legendary before this. I'm definitely not the best player. I can beat legendary though. Also snipers and having to have a sniper weapon as the recruit can screw you.
No.
6257
Finished scraping the tarter off my teeth a little while ago. I know that kike dentists are suppose to do it but all that build up was bugging the hell out of me. I think I did a pretty good job, almost professional I would say.
No.
6262
Slept and watched anime and my day was okay I guess. Also played Fallout 4 with a fuckton of mods as in nearly 100.
No.
6263
>>6262I love Fallout but I was disappointed when I saw Bethesda reveal Fallout 4. The dialogue system looks like trash. Any mods that can redeem it? Honestly I never usually play Bethesda games with anything other than unofficial patches.
No.
6266
>>6263Fallout 4 anime mod
No.
6358
>>6357>America is in a third wave>there are still retards who think like youIf you were doing it because you thought that warmies deserve to get covid from you I'd be on your side, especially since you not wearing a mask won't matter to you if everyone around you is wearing them. Just acting like it's fake or not a big deal is gay though. You were the real clown all along.
No.
6359
>>6358Oh look, another masktard, here to give me a long boring lecture about the importance of masks and social distancing.
No.
6374
Ate a big container in Chinese food. It was good. All that food made me sleepy. Need to take a nap now.
No.
6445
I was packing things at the job then everything started blinking on my right eye, after some time I couldn't see shit.
Knew what was coming, killer migraine. So went home early.
Was dying in bed for 4 hours while puking from time to time.
Even taking one sip resulted in throwing it up after like 10 minutes or so.
Rolling on bed from agony I noticed that my dong was super sensitive like never before.
Fapped one out while dying and it was so amazing lmao.
After half an hour I managed to fall asleep.
13 hours already passed since it started but it still hurts. Especially when walking
Good night Lizzies
No.
6447
>>6445Getting sick at work is the worst. I once started throwing up at my job and they wouldn't let me go home because no one was there to relieve me. At least I had a nearby washroom where I could throw up from time to time.
No.
6500
Every weekend night, the normies above me have to watch action movies on their loud TV. How am I suppose to relax when it feels like there's an mild earthquake going on?
No.
6501
>>6500Mitigate it as much as you can with earplugs/headphones. Alternatively put on some music.
No.
6502
>>6500Call the cops on them.
No.
6503
>>6501I always use headphones, unlike the retards above me I try to keep the noise I make to a minimal.
>>6502That might create more problems. I'd much sooner suffer in silence than feel the wrath of an angry neighbour.
No.
6509
>>6500Two magical words:
Brown Noise
No.
6525
>>6522Seems like everyone gets sicks of normies and just go offline or only chat one on one with people.
No.
6530
>>6522I never followed the 8 crowd that closely so I don't know. I assume they're still out there.
No.
6533
>>6525Is it just me or has the internet gotten much shittier this past year or so?
No.
6534
>>6533Yup
That's because all the filth can't socialise in clubs and etc. so they shit on net.
Simple as that
No.
6535
>>6534Damn, and I was so happy to see their precious clubs get closed down. But now you're telling me that Rex and Stacy are taking over the internet. Is there no escape from normies and their bullshit?
No.
6536
>>6535>Is there no escape from normies and their bullshit?There is none, not even here.
Only death
No.
6537
>>6536well, there's this place.
No.
6539
>>6538hey, still no normies. am I right?
No.
6540
>>6539yep, I'd agree this desolated swamp of a website is fairly normalfag free
No.
6541
what's up with the wizchan hosting problems lately? even this site loads faster
No.
6542
what's up with the wizchan hosting problems lately? even this site loads faster
No.
6543
I played Skyrim all day. It's getting to be a grind and I wonder if I should just go back to finishing Oblivion.
Skyrim, SSE, legendary difficulty, alternative start. Started as a thief and just started grinding to make god items and avoid the vastly more powerful enemies who could one shot me. If not one shot, three shot. I'm level 90 now and I have the items and skills to craft gear to survive and to level up quickly. At least I did it.
No.
6545
>>6541>>6542Dreamhost sucks. Plus there's a lot less to load here.
No.
6615
I'm really hungry right now. I have food in the other room but I'm too lazy to get up and make anything
No.
6698
Deposited money and it hasn't arrived on my acc yet.
3 hours have passed and I'm getting nervous.
Banks suck
No.
6699
>>6698I'd be getting nervous too. it's like your money got sucked into a dark void, never to be seen again
No.
6722
I don't know why but my place smells like a swimming pool. Did I spill some chlorine somewhere or something?
No.
6724
>>6722Do you live near a body of water?
I don't know what a pool smells like so I don't think I would even notice it.
No.
6727
>>6724A river but the smell is more pool like. I've been smelling all kinds of strange things recently, maybe I'm just losing my mind
or not showering enough.
No.
6778
I love it when no one else is around and I can go up stairs in full beast mode.
No.
6797
Got sick on Saturday , coughed my lungs out and had waterfall from nose.
It was okay untill Monday, now my head hurts.
No.
6798
>>6797did you get the covid?
No.
6799
>>6798Nah, wet cough so I'm safe.
I think it's getting better, nose is less runny, not coughing that often.
Unfortunately I'm feeling tired more and more.
Haven't had cold for like 2 years. That's a nice score
No.
6800
>>6799lucky you, it seems like I get a cold at least once a year
No.
6801
weather here is cooling down and it feels like I can finally relax again. hopefully it will be a long cold winter
No.
6807
>>6806What do you work as lizanon if you don't mind me asking?
No.
6808
>>6807I have a dreary night watchman job
No.
6856
tried cheetos mac n cheese for the first time today, the jalapeno one. a little bit underwhelming, but I guess I had high expectations. the jalapeno taste came through well. would get it again
No.
6860
I had a nice chill day hope you lizzies are well
No.
6882
following up on
>>6856 I've tried all three flavors of cheetos mac n cheese now. my scores are as follows:
bold & cheesy - 6/10 an all right kraft dinner alternative
jalapeno - 7.5/10 best of the three, great liz grub
flamin hot - 4/10 weird as fuck, definitely not something I would eat on a regular basis
No.
6948
Made some exercises for few minutes.
Felt super powerful, tho it disappeared quickly.
Now I feel sick :-d
Just trying to keep my spine in shape since it's fucked and my legs started going numb
No.
6953
>>6948what kind of exercises?
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6955
I forgot it's Christmas today :x
Well we can take the group photo on New Year's Eve, like year ago.
Ah dang that was so comfy, no wonder why today felt so lame
>>6953Some kind of crunches and push-ups.
Well that's basic stuff but it's better than nothing.
It's hard to motivate myself to do this.
Gotta work on this, it will pay off for sure.
Since spine can only get worse with age.
No.
6957
>>6955Christmas sucks. It just means I have to go to the crowded mall and buy gifts, only to get judged later on because the gifts I bought are cheap and uncreative.
>crunches and push-upsWhen I get the energy (not often) I like to run laps around my apartment and do push-ups.
No.
6958
>>6957Gift giving can be lots of fun if you have money and are willing to look for creative gifts.
No.
6962
>>6958>if you have money:(
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6994
>>6992I don't even remember when was the last time they I did / encountered something satisfying
Everything around here looks like shit so there is no point in going for a walk.
I wouldn't go out even if it looked nice so just ranting haha
I enjoyed walking in the city or parks after midnight when I was 13 but then stopped around 16. Don't know why
No.
6998
>>6994>Everything around here looks like shitPretty much the same here but I can appreciate bad aesthetics. I have some bad stress issues and going for long walks, especially at night, is very relaxing for me.
>I did / encountered something satisfyingYou should go down to your local pond and feed the ducks, that will probably lift your mood. It sure does with me.
No.
7012
man do burger king nuggets suck. if they weren't so cheap I'd never buy them
No.
7023
>>7022Glad you're enjoying yourself Liz but smoking is bad for you, financially and healthily.
Rolling your own tobacco is somewhat cheaper but makes you cough a lot more.
No.
7024
>>7023We all gotta die sometime liz. I might give it up after a while but right now I need to enjoy myself a little.
A cigarette rolling machine and some tubes would probably be a good investment that I will be looking into.
No.
7033
>>6992Where I'm at in the USA I live in Suburban-Urban hell. Once you get out of the Suburbs, there's a road where cars go 45 mph with no sidewalks in sight. If you manage to walk in the grass near the road, the nearest things are a Walmart and a highway. All other places lead to the same or converging roads that are 45 MPH or more. 45 MPH is pretty much the slowest too. To top it all, it's not even a stroad where there are crappy sidewalks that are super dangerous since the speed limit is still too high and the stroads might to lead you across the traffic roads itself.
Hope that makes sense. Also, parks aren't open past 5PM in the winter time here, and even if I could go for a night walk, I'd be afraid of getting mugged.
No.
7035
>>7033Yeah, American cities are pretty shit when a it comes to being walkable and having bike lanes. Everything was designed with cars in mind.
>afraid of getting muggedIt's the same here, but for a couple of days there was snow on the ground and it seemed to keep all the normies inside. Leaving the park clear for my night walk.
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7036
>>7035It's not even the cities. The entirety of the USA is car-based. The cities have a bunch of stores spread out so it takes longer to get to them. I've only been to Ireland and I could see a huge difference in how cities were handled. The shops were close together and you could walk anywhere. I believe you could also take buses to different cities as well. It's not like that here in America.
Also the closest park nearby is a few miles - maybe five - away. Also the good parks close up as in they gate the parks at night.
No.
7037
>>7036>the good parks close up as in they gate the parks at nightProbably either because of the gangs or homosexuals in your area. Those groups have to ruin things for everyone.
No.
7039
>>7037I think they're also nature reserve or something. I mostly go to nature reserves because they're the biggest parks without much infrastructure. There's one about 30 minutes away that's like that but you can still see the roads nearby in certain places. Sad. So it's not really gangs of horny homosexuals buttfucking at night but rather state laws that close them down.
I've gone to pretty much all, if not all, nature reserves and such near my house. The closest one's I've not gone to are an hour away at least. I don't know where to go any more without dedicating a huge amount of time going to a different part of the state three hours away, renting a hotel or airbnb, and spending multiple days hiking and looking at nature. It's new to me too. Never done it. It's scary.
No.
7046
Lizchan is the only once cancer-free site that I know.
As long as it stays online my mind will stay somewhat better.
Thank you for hosting
No.
7047
>>7046yeah, most of the internet is just fucking horrible, this is one of the few bearable places on it
No.
7062
whenever I go out in my really warm jacket the weather warms up and I sweat a lot, but when I put on my light jacket the weather cools down and I get really cold. and yes, I do look at weather reports, it doesn't really help. nature really seems to hate me
No.
7066
>>7062I love the cold but the humidity blows, can't even finish one cigarette before my fingers turn red and start hurting.
My cat acts like she wants to go outside but one gust of air and her hair stands up and she hisses and claws at the door.
No.
7068
>>7066same thing happened to me the other day, I was having a cigarette by the ocean watching the sun go down and I could barely hold the thing my hands were so cold
No.
7084
>>7066>>7068Ahh yess, my vape broke so my nicotine addicted ass has to smoke cigs.
Now I can relate!
First day and my lungs already "feel" clogged
No.
7089
>>7088Ah shit
Still better than fast food chains, good luck
No.
7090
>>7089Th-thanks man I'm really looking forward too it hahahahahahaha
>>7084tar brothers unite, soon we will shed our flesh and suit ourselves entirely in tar
>>7068You live near a beach? never saw the ocean sounds comfy.
No.
7093
>>7090>near a beach? Yep, I live near an outlet to the Pacific. It's nice but rivers can be just as nice.
No.
7102
>>7101You come to an imageboard that gets less than 3 posts a week, to not contribute anything to the discussion, but to troll and try to divert talk to something else?
Don't you have, I dunno, the whole internet for doing that?
No.
7103
>>7102>Don't you have, I dunno, the whole internet for doing that?Nope, whole net is filled with 3dpd and you continue to spread it here with no correlation to post.
So you fuck off, wank it and choose better images.
No.
7104
>>7103You're being delirious for no reason, and the traffic in the site is close to null, I don't think acting that way is fairly productive.
I am not too sure what you assumed from the image next to my post, but it was nothing more than a decoration.
No.
7106
Oh ye, it finally looks good and I'm not even experienced with it.
Didn't noticed that one frilled sleeve is missing but I was too far into it to bother fixing.
That one where she holds pancakes in hands is hilarious.
Someone before me trained a model to make Poppy
https://civitai.com/models/23532but mine is so much better! so time wasn't wasted imo
No.
7110
>>7109Is fiddling with AI difficult at all?
No.
7111
>>7110It's easy, struggled only with installation because I'm dumb. If you run into any issues I will gladly help.
You basically play with prompt and generate many images, when you find what you like, you pick it then generate again in higher resolution and there you choose how much should the image differ (details) from original.
Not sure if I explain it right.
You just need at least 4gb card, but more vram = faster generation. For training your own model, over 8gb.
1. Stable Diffusion install
https://stable-diffusion-art.com/install-windows/2. CivitAI website
Choosing models ( basically picking art style/pretrained data )
3. You put .safetensor file into models folder.
Now you can start generating.
Write things you want to see and which not.
Rest are settings which are easy to understand after watching one video
I bought used 3090 24gb, so I can train easily and also plan to host own local language model.
My goal is to have Poppy voice assistant.
Not sure what I'm going to use it for but the idea is so funny to me that I will do it.
got some artifact blob on hair, I don't know yet what is the cause of that
No.
7112
oh and you can also inpaint certain area to get better generation for example of fingers.
They are most often disfigured thing in the image, somehow my model has no issue with making correct amount (yordles have four) when I state it in the prompt
Training is easy, you just hand pick collection of images, pick recommended settings and run it.
I've picked 108 images from rule34.xxx.
Now it's able to create better fanart than most of artists lol
No.
7113
Haha sounds it sounds just like Poppy
https://vocaroo.com/15HEmgfMocLiNeeds more training and I had to cut audio because it's struggling to do high vocals.
Bonus:
Poppy ballin'
https://vocaroo.com/1mx0Hi8wUQkCRoasting Franklin
https://vocaroo.com/1e7F0WAtaCgf
No.
7131
>>7130May their progression rest in pieces.
Whenever stuff like this happens I just treat it as noncanon and drop series completely if it doesn't back to quality of original.
No need to skip the titles of what you watch, nobody will hate you for your taste.
I've been watching "What we do in the shadows" it's a comedy series about Vampires and their familiar.
Made in form of documentary.
Quite funny, really enjoying it.
Characters and their clothing fit so well into the set. You get a feeling that a lot of thought went into planning all this.
My favorite series so far.
Also started Son of Zorn.
Don't have much to say about it.
Silly, watching it in the background while wageslaving.
Makes time go faster.
No.
7142
>>7141beatiful, saved
>graphic sideWill gladly help you set it up / or train it if you don't have enough VRAM. Will just need images and couple of days.
>ChatGPTAh it would filter and censor your Waifu so hard, my guess. You could ask it to act and see for yourself.
>LLM to work withLlama2 has no filter and is considered best alternative.
>training to speakRVC, also can do it for you. (audio clips cut into 10 seconds, more=better, clean voice without background best)
https://github.com/RVC-Project
>text to speechhttps://github.com/neonbjb/tortoise-ttsLove this nickname, just shout here if you need anythin
I didn't do LLM yet so with that I am unable to help.
Good luck!!
No.
7144
>>7142any tips with generating images with stable diffusion?
I thought it would be as easy as grabbing a character's lora and then working from there, but apparently the only LoRa that was available for my character is 404.
What tips would you give me? Do I have to work with other things to take into account the art direction of the character?
No.
7146
>>7144Most important is getting a good model/checkpoint.
With that you can already make some impressive images even with bad prompt.
https://civitai.com/models/9942/abyssorangemix3-aom3Negative prompt:(low quality, worst quality:1.4)
Prompt writing: most of models were trained on novelai leak version, which was made from danbooru database. So it listens best to their tags.
I base my prompts on it and add few normal phases for example "wooden medieval village", "rustic cluttered kitchen" to set the scene.
My favorite tag is "depth of field" makes every image look less flat and more detailed.
Using it almost every time.
>easy as grabbing a character's loraYeah, like that + that checkpoint(.safetensors) I sent you
>404That sucks, you need to make yours then.
Google dreambooth lora guide.
Warning: most of these fuckers do shit fast, skip steps and act almighty.
I had to watch like 7 of them.
Will link in next post. I don't remember the whole process to make you a step by step guide.
>art direction of the characterSorry I'm dumb, are we talking about art style?
If yes then prompting is enough, if you are going for specific one then it's best to use some lora for it.
Personally I didn't get into art styles yet. As my lora makes good enough for me.
No.
7147
Lora training guide
https://youtu.be/9MT1n97ITaEBest one for what I've seen
When you will be making one it's very important to choose images that make turn your face to into das good shit.
Also variety of poses is most welcome but less important.
Choosing sampler is matter of choice.
Most of ppl run euler A up to 30 steps
I tried many configurations and stocked DPM++ 2M Karras 30steps
My overclocked grandpa CPU draws too much power.
Had to revert it back.
Power supply can't bare it with stable diffusion
No.
7148
Here is example of 9 images generated with that prompt.
Turned out pretty meh compared to previous stuff but dont have much time
ppka, classroom, chalkboard, black hoodie, long skirt, twintails, blue skin, depth of field, sunlight, cowboy shot, from below, purple eyes, <lora:ppk_best:0.7>
Negative prompt: (low quality, worst quality:1.4)
Steps: 34, Sampler: DPM++ 2M Karras, CFG scale: 7 (<- this tells program how much it should listen to your rambling)
You can change the strenght by doing this (pointy ears:1.5) if you want weaker 0.5 etc.
Then you take image and click send to img2img to make it larger and more detailed
from r/The_Lovely_Blue_Faux
>I usually generate batches of 512x512 with 20 Steps on Euler A,>then use 50-80 steps at 768x768,>then 100-150 for 1024,>then 100-150 for 2048.>You don’t always need that many steps for every piece though and it is never NECESSARY.>Step two noise variance should me .25-35>Later steps should be .10-.20I tried to show you an example but my Power Supply started giving up and shutting down when generating larger ones haha
I will just spam previous ones
https://imgur.com/a/NKrLtJ3
No.
7151
>>7149All I can say is that goblin waifus are top tier. Godspeed.
No.
7154
Played whole weekend, should have worked instead. Oops
Cont.
>>7149Nvm that was stupid, I don't get what was the point of writing it.
Nor making it.
I cringed too hard for writing too much then spiralled down into it and rest is my post above.
Happening quite often recently, getting into some nonsensical thoughts and acting silly.
Then realizing it, could really use some mental stability right now.
>>7151Agreed, cool that they started getting popular.
No.
7162
>killer migraine
It got me late, usually it's every 2 months. This time was free of it for 4!
Couldn't read any text because of aura. It started while I was eating pizza.
It was already certain that it will leave me when migraine starts.
Continued eating it anyway as a way to say fuck you to my body, yeah I showed who's the boss.
Took ketoprofen for the first time, aura disappeared and I felt fine.
Witchcraft! I thought.
Nothing previously successfully negated it.
Theeeen got fucking rekt.
But it was more bearable than previously, need to get more pills.
Hate migraines so much, worst way to get reminded that you are nothing more than spectator and body is mostly not in your control (or completely if you believe into no free will stuff)
No.
7168
Today received that new power supply.
It has gay color switching by default.
Can't be turned it off unless plugged into motherboard, but mine is too old for that shit.
Black tape here we go.
Also these "printer" noises and coil whines are being made by motherboard, fuuuuuuuck.
Lizzies, never get open headphones unless you are loaded with cash and want to deal with fighting noise.
No.
7207
Oh and before that second mattress stirs up some topics.
Previously it was placed on other shitty one which was unbearable to sleep on. Had to use two because pink was not wide enough.
Some may remember it from times where I slept at the office
It will be taken somewhere else soon.
No.
7211
I'm trying to set up business with mother of guy from highschool lol
Previously he got me 2 jobs and now recommend me for this.
I just lend him money from time to time and that's all when it comes to contact lol
I'm going to do everything there except marketing and social stuff. Someone else will pack it and send.
We will be selling some beauty products.
Next month we are going to manufacturer.
I don't have to invest anything, will be getting not yet set %.
Would be nice if it turns out successful, I hate wageslaving.
No.
7256
Cont
>>7211 - leaving this Tuesday.
I look like shit. Should go to hairdresser but I don't want to.
Hopefully paste for hair will cover it up.
Also need to get some clothes, everything is worn out except one pair of pants.
Normally I don't care but the setting demands it.
Quite stressed and it will be long journey.
No.
7258
>>7256I haven't been to one in ten years. My mother cuts my hair.
No.
7259
got a bit high
still want to die
No.
7260
Cleaned whoooole room even every piece of furniture.
Also organized stuff on pc and phone.
I have so few belongings that it takes just a backpack for everything. Except computer and monitor but I can carry them at the same time.
Aimed to achieve it for quite some time.
Feels nice to have less to worry about and no clutter.
>>7259>still want to dieWell sounds like you didn't have enough haha
Recently smoked through pharma weed like a dragon.
It was so underwhelming, same strain as previously, no tolerance.
Overdid it as I completely don't remember the movies that I was watching in that time.
Which baffles me why the effects were so lame.
Not going to buy it anytime soon.
At least I got it for the half of the normal price because of discount, nice
>>7258Luuucky Liz
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7262
>>7261That sounds like scene from 12 tasks.
Just googled what is it, sounds terrible.
I had one too but it was dormant.
Is it over now or they just gave you prescription?
Get well soon anyway!
My mother most likely caught Lyme disease for the second time.
Around 3 weeks ago was bitten and had a huge rash, this weekend something else bit her and it reappeared.
First time told me about it but didn't want to show buttcheek.
Obviously I didn't press for it haha
When it reappeared I asked, turned out that it wasn't even close to intimate area.
Immediately told her what it may be.
Doc confirmed, already is on meds. In few days will get test results.
I hope she didn't get it but chances for it are low, around 20%.
If only she presented that ass immediately there would be no negative effects lol
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7263
I was choosing clothes for tomorrow's meeting then presented to family.
They told me that most of my wardrobe is worn-out haha
Somehow I never noticed it, looked fine to me.
Received a pass for one t-shirt and long sleeves, good enough.
Oh and didn't visit hairdresser, being cheap won.
I have never traveled for so long but I don't stress about it anymore.
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7264
Nvm, next week again
>>7263Can't get mad at someone's headache caused by part of their brain being cut off, so everything is fine.
Back to sleep then, wishing for some dreams
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7302
Today, I worked, slept, and took a shower. Good day. Tomorrow and the day after will be the same. The weather has gotten colder, so I really needed to heat up with that shower. Despite having a blanket over my legs when I'm on the computer, my feet just won't heat up. Also, putting on socks with dirty feet is gross, and when you wash your feet, you're heating them up, too.
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7306
I'm stupid and forgot paying attention to how much and how often I eat.
Realized it recently when I looked in a mirror, something about face was off.
Examined my body and it's looking too boney, rather disturbing.
So I stuffed myself like a pig today, but my body grew out of this habit so my tummy hurts af.
It kinda sounds like some teenage girl body issues lol
Not that though, I prefer big mass!
Just didn't reach it yet>>7302Oh yeah cold-blooded lizard feet.
I'm wearing 2 or even 3 pairs of socks when winter comes.
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7339
>>7338I saw boobies there, I'M GONNA DIE
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7342
>>7341Never had them but it's good now.
Even managed to surpass my previous heaviest weight.
This went quick!
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7343
>>7342>Never had themthat's strange. if I don't eat something every couple of hours my tummy starts getting mad at me
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7347
I wish I was unemployed again. working sucks so much
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7348
I wish I had a job in my career.
Having no money sucks
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7349
>>7348not working and no bills would be perfect
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7357
>>6009Had a comfy day it was a nice rainy day so I just chilled in the house made hot coco and smoked.
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7359
merry christmas lizzies
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7360
>>7359Merry christmas and happy new year!
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7362
>>7360Happy New year to you too lizzie
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7367
Dentist told me that I need to get braces, otherwise my front teeth will eat themselves.
This will cost me 1250$ (of local currency).
Front is already damaged.
Holy shit xd
Additionally 4 teeth need treatment.
One wisdom tooth is already half out.
Second one started to hurt few days after visit but it's fully covered and it's angled on like 45° angle.
Fuuuuuuuuuck
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7369
>>7367don't trust dentists. they're in it for the money
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7370
>>7369I wish her suggestion was fueled by money.
Unfortunately my 1st upper teeth are so thin that I can see the color of them changing when I press tongue against.
Awesome:-DD
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7372
>>7370idk, unless I need a root canal I avoid denti$t$ as much as possible. I even clean my own plaque with a toothpick
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7373
>>7369I wish her suggestion was fueled by money.
Unfortunately my 1st upper teeth are so thin that I can see the color of them changing when I press tongue against.
Awesome:-DD
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7789
Bought some cheap food with expiry date on today.
I've never cooked on my own, best I can do are pancakes.
Had no idea what to do with all this stuff so I just spammed all my fridge contents and spices into chatgpt.
It helped me make a great dinner.
Minced meat with zucchini and champignon.
Made some salad to that.
Even better than my family's cooking!
Turns out I really enjoy cooking, at last found something that brings me joy.
Even if it's braindead cooking regulated by Ai overlords.
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7792
^their AI doesn't seem to be all dominating all consuming singleton yet. It's not much different than if you looked up recipes yourself. But it's really braindead and sometimes gives very stupid and inaccurate responses.
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7793
>>7792I could use site like supercook to see all the possible recipes but I prefer to get one that is written for a retard like me that likes no choice.
>But it's really braindead and sometimes gives inaccurate responsesI'm using it for work almost daily and when the search engine doesn't provide sufficient information.
It's good enough for my npc wired brain.
Ah I'm talking about chatgpt, the rest was awful.
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7800
I was trying to fix laser for old classmate's mother, didn't work out because condensators were some weird ass non-standard shit.
She got drunk with her friend I didn't even notice when.
Received lots of useless boomer advice but I heard something that filled me with pride.
"you are too manly to have dysphoria and it's just your imagination"
Thanks, that's what I've been trying to achieve for a long time.
Unless that's just how normies try to man up people then I would pissed kek
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7803
Breaking News: the game sucks
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7804
Haha neighbors above were fucking on some shitty bed for like less than 30 seconds.
At first I was annoyed but damn what a quick shot.
Got 2nd hand embarrassment
Disgusting animals can't buy proper bed, shit sounded like the whole ceiling would fall
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7829
The day isn't over yet but I did absolutely fucking nothing and I feel this isn't gonna change. I don't know why this happens. Maybe direct attention fatigue. Maybe adhd. Maybe whatever the fuck, I don't know, there are too many reasons to figure it out after only glossing over the dsm
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7831
>>7830What's a mental breakdown?
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7833
>>7832Hm I could eat without help even during my worst
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7834
>>7833That was a joke, allegory.
You have device in reach of your hands that can grant you infinite wisdom but you prefer being spoonfed answers by me.
Now be a good liz and I might actually give you the explanation
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7835
>>7834Psychotic induced wisdom, yes liz, I understand it all
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7837
>>7835Exactly
>>7836Most likely will hop on them next week
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7838
>>7837Whatever happens to you I root for you liz. May Wisdom stay by your side.
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7839
I'm trying to quit caffeine but it's so fucking hard. I need an energy drink every once in a while. Who else drinks energy drinks?
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7840
>>7839I do my best to avoid them, better kill myself then become drug driven robot working his ass off for the ugly society to benefit.
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7841
than*
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7847
Yesterday went on a bike ride dressed lightly to get some frostbite, explored new places spent few minutes near train tracks thinking about jumping under.
When I came back my kidneys were hurting from cold.
Reading
>>7838 calmed me down, fell asleep immediately, thank you for that.
The last time my mind was in such state was around 6 years ago.
At least on Monday I'm getting diagnosed, after that pills.
Sceptical about it but at least I'm aware that without them I won't last lol
Im gonna translate whole diagnosis for all the bored lizards.
>>7839I've used to drink one can of monster every day (sometimes two)
What helped me stop was realizing that I'm just borrowing energy not gaining it.
Also it's not fun to be dependent on caffeine.
>every once in a whileDepends how often that is. I drink them only if my night was fucked to get through the day.
Quality sleep > caffeine all the way
Buy yourself some earplugs instead they're much better.
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7848
Since you have touched on the subject of sleep, lately I've been unable to calm down and sleep without turning on some music. Since my musical taste is essentially fucked up and it's very hard to find good atmospheric/just-suitable black/death metal even getting asleep is now somewhat of a torture for me. I've never been so fucked up before it's such a downward spiral, lizards
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7851
>>7850Nvm i forgot that would force me to leave my pit and socialize with people.
Dang it
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7852
>>7850LMAO. Just a few month ago I got caught by a gang of believers in whatever the fuck, they showed me a video and tried to organize a more thorough meeting with me but I cowed out. Mainly because I don't give a fuck, also because I'm not up to arguing about god, also because they're likely scum with no benefits. They're unproductive. I am deeply disgusted that they promote their ideas about god for financial benefit.
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7904
Today I was crazy just once! Great success
Busy mind eases the pain.
probably used up all my batteries today and gonna break tomorrow, let's see>>7852>promote their ideas about god for financial benefitOooh right, silly me forgot what fuels people.
I would go for it if my mental sicknesses were not considered as lack of taught morals / not enough faith and Bible studying.
Jehovah are far behind science and from what I read some believe in evil spirits and shit.
Gosh why there are no cool cults =, =
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7908
>>7904>picrelLiz, for liz's sake what is the source? This girl is super cute and that might be the very thing I need right now if I don't wanna kill myself
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7909
>>7904>probably used up all my batteries today and gonna break tomorrow, let's seeThat's relatable. I'm currently going through a breakdown, the lowest point. Completely spaced out and even turned off the phone. I wonder how deep I dig myself before I can recover. It's not the first time, but each time it only becomes worse.
>Gosh why there are no cool cults =, = Because every organized community is doomed to be cucked by power/money/status greedy retards. A decent community can only be formed on the grounds of lack of hierarchical structure _and_ a specific purpose. Basically I take this from how elite high intelligence communities are formed.
a) Nobody is superior in status to anyone else
b) Rules are not to be broken under any circumstances
c) Rule 1. No open conflicts in the club
d) Rule 2. We're here to do <insert activity name> and nothing else
As you can imagine this kinda community doesn't exist in the open, so even if there are some, you're not gonna join. And isolation is a good strategy to keep out retards who would otherwise override you.
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7910
Basically though when I think about community I remember stains;gate and how they used to spend days in their comfy laboratory. That means that both people who participate must of the right disposition and rules must prevent unfortunate conflicts that are inevitable. In practice it's nearly impossible so yeah forget about it. I guess even after death we won't be able to form a decent community anywhere in hell.
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>>7908Erika Meinohama | Rifle Is Beautiful
I'm a poser, had to google sauce
>>7909Caught up to you, I'm curently having one.
It will be just getting worse and happening more often so it's better to work on it naow. If there is even anything you can do about it.
Oh that's a great explanation liz.
>even if there are some, you're not gonna join. And isolation is a good strategy to keep out retardsMakes sense, I'm retarded
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7913
>>7912>If there is even anything you can do about it.I thought about it a lot, but I found out there isn't anything you can do, because when you exist in isolation reasons to uphold certain character disappear. I fumbled with it as hard as I could but it always ends up breaking me. Presently I don't care at all. These days even thoughts about suicide don't raise any feelings in me and at this point I can calmly admit that it's most likely how I'm gonna die.
>Makes sense, I'm retarded You're likely not, just unlucky. Very unlucky.
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7915
>>7913This just sounds like character growth.
Can't notice anything bad about it, if you want to get out of isolation and socialize back in then it's going to take some time.
But it's not a long process anyway.
I think there are other reasons for your misery - that's just my view.
I might have completely misunderstood what you wrote though
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7916
>>7915It truly isn't hard to socialize when you want it, but when you feel disgusted with 3pdp good luck
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7917
3dpd
fuck it
>flood detected
it's not my fault i make typos all the fucking time
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7920
>>7919Liz when are we going to conquer this world? How long are warm bloods going to be allowed to be at the tiller?
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7923
Today I was in a trance. I didn't really feel anything at all. Tomorrow is going to be full of shit so I brace myself against what I hate so fucking much, but apart from that, I rot pretty successfully. I think I'm sort of past the lowest point of the breakdown. At least I don't feel acutely pained and restless anymore. I'm becoming hollow again. Guess it isn't that bad, just need more time to turn into a zombie again.
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7927
I legitimately spent the day browsing imageboards and doing shit. I don't even know how the day ended so quickly. I did absolutely fucking nothing.
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7951
Today I used depilation cream around food disposal outlet.
I understand that it may be misunderstood by those fortunate enough to not have -1,5cm 0.6 inch forest on their ass
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7970
Lizchan back from beyond the grave! Wanted to throw in a few words of daily hatred, but site was down. I got a bit upset, but then thought that probably cold blood will not surrender to society, and here it is. All hail lizachan!
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8122
Went for a ride then was rotting.
For past 4days I'm excersizing my legs hard. It's really fun oh and the pump feels great.
I always had stick legs but when I started commuting on bike and walking to 11th floor they got a bit better.
So I'm planning to have huge legs so I can one kick kill normies.
+they treat fit people with more respect for some reason so I've gaslighted myself that having a muscular pair of walkers is going to make them focus less on my retarded ways.
Also trying to gain some weight so I can hate myself less.
Having goals is a good feeling.
But I should probably focus on other things as my mentals are in shambles and I'm unemployed again lol
