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>>8054I know, I was just leading him to you since that policeman is rp'ing as lil kid.
>Here take another cutieThanks, I hope she fucking beheads me
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>>8055>I know, I was just leading him to youI'm not sure if I'm excited about eating shotas!
>Thanks, I hope she fucking beheads meAnd then I will be the only one left on this board. Checked out /tower/ today and it's just some tohno style misery all around, if we forget it's dead. I wonder where all based outcasts go. These perpetual gloom and misery make me sick. Everyone seems to bury themselves in cope taking it to ridiculous heights, so in the end you either have to deal with modern no brain z00mers which are in most cases just too obnoxious to deal with, or some woe ridden wrecks who won't even bother. There were once a few cool virgins around in my life and we used to gather once in a blue moon to play games and talk without all this woe-to-me bullshit. A shame they normied up, though I saw it coming. I call them cool because they weren't this modern type of an obnoxious z00mer who is incapable of using his verbal speech organ without frustrating everyone around. We had a competition-less environment that held purely on good faith.
This experience always leaves me wondering where are all based outcasts. I like this my concept of lizard's watering place. A place where you can come whenever you feel like it, have a word with other lizards that happen to be there, maybe play a game of dice and then get back in your burrow. No this normalnigger bullshit like prove-you-are-my-friend, relationships maintenance, etc etc. All of that is normalfag bullshit. First and foremost I don't make friends, fuck off. Then, I don't care about my relationships with you, fuck off as well. Just meet once in a while to discuss hunting grounds and burrow design and go on your own way.
And if you wonder why my rant reeks of normalfaggotry, I'm also sort of bipolar :D
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>>8057Call what? Ambulance? They're just gonna laugh
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God I wish that
>>8056 were me
But instead I'm
>woe ridden wreck
>rant reeks of normalfaggotry Too based to fall under this category
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>>8059>But instead I'm >>woe ridden wreckI have my share of downtime time and again too, but it makes my bipolar whatever very sick that nobody seems to even be trying. "Oh, I reached 30, it's over for me". What the fuck is this mentality? You may suffer, we all do, but so long as you *intend* to keep as much of that to yourself as you can, you're basically based lizard. Because nothing is more commendable than the good will. You will never start feeling better by drowning deeper in misery. The only way is to stand up and spit in the face of misery. It won't work the first time. It won't give much of a result after a hundred of times. But it is a struggle and the long term result will be much better. But instead people choose to fall apart, buy a plastic vagina and shut off all attempts at fighting misery under the pretense of futility. And they don't even try to pretend they're not wretched.
>too basedI don't think so. This rant isn't based at all. I'm not based at all. I have lived through a prolonged near-death-experience, I know what it feels like when your brain just shuts down and doesn't let you do anything. In fact, I'm not in control of half of my own actions even now.
All my rambling is probably just some schizo babble. I'm just frustrated. Social media went complete outrageous brain fart and imageboards are full of woe and fucking obnoxious social media users, but I just want somebody based to finally appear in my life. Somebody with whom it would be possible to
A. Avoid asserting anyone's personality. This is fucking obnoxious. If I choose to go out of my burrow, it's not to endure your shitty desire to be alpha male.
B. Avoid competition. This is fucking obnoxious as well. I don't give a fuck what you have achieved. I didn't go out of my burrow to listen to your 1000 and 1 reasons why you're better than me. My burrow puts your entire existence to shame, fuck off.
C. Avoid woe speech. This only multiplies misery. Based lizards cheer each other instead of multiplying misery, no matter how bad things are for either.
D. Avoid normalfag topics. Don't you dare speak about women in my presence. If you secretly crave to get laid, either don't bring it up or stop pretending to be a lizard. Variable with the name "women" doesn't exist in my working memory, I want to hear nothing of them.
E. No bullshit "responsibilities". I am a lizard, you are lizard. This says all. I don't owe you shit, you don't owe me shit. I promote helping each other, but if you demand something of me just because we "did stuff together" you get BTFO'd. I have my own burrow to look after and I'll only help if I can and if you don't test my patience.
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That mostly summarizes my wishlist. But since I aspire to be (I am not now) like based lizards are, I must not be upset that my wishlist doesn't come true. So I'll end it on a more cheerful note. DON'T GIVE UP. Mental illness is hard and it is normal to feel that there is no hope ahead. Because there is truly no hope. The suffering won't cease. The problems won't go away. The pain will not stop. All you can do is to increase your resistance every time you feel bright enough to do so. Dig deeper, hunt more precisely, strike more viciously, think more coldly. Brace your skin against the cold. If even I am capable of at least an attempt, you must be capable of at least a step forward. I believe in you!
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>>8058You need to call it. I can't call it for you. It wouldn't be fair.
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I am so agitated this just surpasses any possible god forsaken height limitation or whatever the fuck would be the right word to describe what I am feeling. This TENSION is fucking insane like I am being simultaneously cut in thousand pieces while being stretched taut like a fucking sheet of rubber I JUST CAN'T FUCKING CONCENTRATE ON ANYTHING LIKE THIS my mind is racing like crazy I WANT TO FUCKING MURDER SOMEBODY, this entire world of abominable fucking hypocrites, down to every one of them, fucking disgusting creatures, sons of bitches, born as a result of some fucking unholy incest between godfather and his daughters I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT SOUND MORE DISGUSTING.
I HATE YOU. I HAAATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. Stupid fucking discarded filth, your existence is a joke. The whole humanity, one huge atrocious mass of pure sickness, stupid, hypocrite and ultimately seeking nothing else than to DESTROY ITSELF THROUGH ITS OWN SHEER RETARDATION. This world could have been such a beautiful place but these genetic dregs called human asses just ruined everything.
Oh holy heavens blast this cursed hell the fuck away. I am so fucking pained, I HAVE DONE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY WHYYY IS THIS HAPPENING? FUCKING DIE SCUM
Humanity is so deeply rotten it must be simply wiped out. Just cut down every one of them. Every fucking one. No pity. No mercy. Disgusting filth. Fuck you
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>>8161I'm suprised you've posted this long to be honest.
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>>8162Only been two weeks. My small tribute to OP. Cute posters are amazing people. Wish I could be like them. But it won't take long until devil alters my personality again and I will stop posting, probably even hate myself for doing it. It depends. There are certain patterns but a lot of things in my new personalities always form unique combinations, so I can never confidently say what I'm going to be next.
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>>8163And I thank you for keeping lizchan alive.
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>>8164Even though I'm a schizo who sometimes randomly attacks people because of some arbitrary bullshit? There is no limit to how much I can be disgusted with people like me who can't control shit and just end up offending everyone around for no reason and then thinking about suicide until head aches. This is far more unlizardly than the bpd guy who wants to attach to somebody, because he's not obnoxious and because unlike me he seeks help. Gosh it's so frustrating when people don't just permabtfo me, how could you tolerate such a piece of shit?
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>>8166>how could you tolerate such a piece of shit? Because I am one as well. Things alike agree with each other.
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>>8208Starvation is good. My fat ass is trying to lose weight.
