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7790
>>7788I genuinely don't understand what you're talking about, I'm just sick of roastoids ruining internet communities with their shitty posts.
Sincerely, I wish they were all dead, but humanity would die with that so, what the hell
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7791
>>7790Males have always been largely preoccupied with females, rendering the latter more or less the only point of their existence, thus letting themselves be enslaved by and subjected to transient pleasure and mundaneness of fake non-lonely existence. If you but have a feeling towards them, you're one of them. Hating them means thinking about them, be preoccupied by them and thus be one of them. The only way out of suffering is becoming a lizard. And that implies removing all and every feeling and desire pertaining to males, females and their relationship. Their existence and superiority are a fact. You accept it and just wait for sun to warm your cold blood. That said, all solutions are within. This is the way of lizards. If you can't begin to comprehend the depths of the saying "know thyself", though, you should probably return to wizchan and be bitter about "roastoids" there.
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7794
>>7791>If you but have a feeling towards them, you're one of them. Hating them means thinking about them, be preoccupied by them and thus be one of them. Counterpoint: I wouldn't even think about things as disgusting as womeme if they didn't permeate good communities in the internet.
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7796
>>7794You sound like your desires need cleansing. Lizardize yourself more thoroughly. We must win somehow.
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7798
Oh my Great Lizards, these high pitched voices of children drive me crazy. I want to drink up their light forsaken blood and dump their skins in the deepest depths of the damn hell.
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7849
There is some inexplicable charm to abandoned places. People are truly a bloat.
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7855
i hope this charge of post nut clarity is enough to finish at least something otherwise my adhd or whatever the fuck it is is gonna kill me brutally. i don't think it's adhd tbh, i can't be ill xDD i think it's something simpler but since i can't fix it anyway, why not label it as per modern trend
yes i'm retarded, likely at least
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7856
>>7855Hmmm wouldn't getting shit done first be more rewarding and motivating?
I think you're using your spells in wrong order lizza
>think it's something simpler but since i can't fix itTry to get yourself checked, that would show you the ways to at least find some methods that could help
Things are going to stay the same or get worse for sure if you don't act on it.
+it's easier to die if you tried all the possible methods to help yourself
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7857
>>7856>Hmmm wouldn't getting shit done first be more rewarding and motivating?the shit's been playing on my nerves like some fucking Beethoven or whatever, I DO NOT GET MOTIVATED FROM DOING THIS BORING STUPID FUCKING REPETITIVE BULLSHIT, it's been driving me crazy for years now, i think i need a change but i've grown incapable of accepting the reality outside so yeah whatever
i can't even fucking sleep like a normal lizard
it's driving me nuts the tension is insane every time i have to do this fucking shit again i feel like i'm sitting on fucking needles, I JUST CAN'T KEEP GOING
picrel is me making a lasagna with the BLOOD OF THEIR FUCKING CHILDREN
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7860
>>7857>I DO NOT GET MOTIVATED FROM DOING THIS BORING STUPID FUCKING REPETITIVE BULLSHITHaha that's literaly my view on life
>i can't even fucking sleep like a normal lizardBeen there, I always had to got myself to state where I was literaly falling asleep standing because otherwise my thoughts would torment me
>with the BLOOD OF THEIR FUCKING CHILDRENloled
>clever therapists or whatever probably can untangle thisYeah therapist would be the most reliable thing.
Other than that self-observation and reflection, like journal or some shit - I was doing it in my head and that helped me understand why I am and act like this.
Then it's easier to work with therapist /or even chatgpt to get yourself to know better (not great but sometimes it can show you the direction or make your behaviour look less crazy)
>FROM HUMANS? GO FUCK YOURSELFI get it but unfortunately some problems can not be solved or explored solo.
What helped me open up was seeing them as tools, sure some might be dull but every opinion outside of your head has some worth as it can help you understand reality better - you don't have to agree (most will be dumb but in such cases it shows you that others are also limited beings, I often get jellous of their stupidity)
You are bothered by own issues for a long time and external help is needed.
If you were able to handle it solo then you would have already fixed this (the pain would already motivated you).
Or perhaps not, maybe you need more suffering but that's just too risky to wait for the answer to reveal itself.
You are not going to get used to the feelings that trouble you.
It will only get worse and make you lose sanity
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7861
Lol "flood detected" had to change device
a. I signed up for the cheapest with the highest review score - will see how it goes tomorrow!
b. fuck it, yolo. You don't have to trust anyone, we are just money for them, I mean clients, um patients!
c. ask parents/get some part-time job - I get how hard and harmful that may be for you but it's still not worse than doing nothing about it and continuing to be in your current state.
I've gained two additional mental disorders from forcing myself to work when I was not ready but hey it's better than being hobo.
Pointing this out so it so I don't sound like git gud bro.
>can't even do that i am so mentally wrecked i'm not even up to killing myself because lol why i'll die eventually anywayBeen there but it gets worse, my subconsciousness gained their own voice and started tormenting + giving me very unpleasant visions.
It sounds cool when I write haha but that's really fucked up thing and sadly there is nothing good about it. Can't reason with it nor control it, annoying little shit that will make sure you spiral down even harder so it can die with you.
>didn't finish shitSame, I can't bring myself to finish anything for a few weeks already. Tried organizing stuff in drawers so everything is out and it's even worse before I started.
At least I have enough motivation to keep the room free of any stuff that might start to stink.
>>7858Hnghhhh this pic is so cute and the color scheme is beautiful.
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7862
Cont of
>>7860 >>7861
Ligga act up, I don't want you to get worse and suffer any longer.
I didn't fix any of my shit yet - taking first steps.
Still suicidal and nothing really changed but I'm fed up with prolonging my life any longer and being on egde of quiting.
Gave myself deadline of 18months, already wasted 5.
Can't imagine myself making it that far, wanna join me in this journey?
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7863
thank you liz i don't know what to answer though, head empty. i rage quit yesterday again, digging even a deeper grave for myself. escapism goes rampant
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7864
Shieeet got diagnosed borderline.
There are 9 types of personality and I've got a mix
>>7863All good, take care
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7865
>>7864what's the implication of being bpd?
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7868
>>7865Hell, there is no me in me. My persona got obliterated. No sense of self.
I'm basically a corpse that can be molded like play-doh by other people, guided by fear and what people say to me.
Whole viewpoint and "personality" (that I don't even have) can change in a second
"I" am literally fucking dead.
Basically I was in such pain that my brain decided that the best decision is fucking wiping the drive clear.
I'm never going to be able to recover the person that was living in this body and controlling it.
Now there are just instincts left and other's opinions to guide.
And not like I can even count on these because I might just go crazy and do the opposite.
She said that I have mix of borderline personalities (there is probably one or two more mixed in but I will know on Friday):
Avoidant Personality Disorder – Marked by extreme sensitivity to criticism and rejection, leading to avoidance of social situations and close relationships.
Dependent Personality Disorder – Characterized by a strong need to depend on others, a fear of separation, and allowing others to make decisions for them."
Like Ligga what the fuck is this bullshit, those are the opposites.
+don't forget that's not who I was, that's just shit brain made up.
OKAY SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF FORCING MYSELF TO LIVE IF I DON'T EVEN EXIST
Fucking tortures
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7869
>>7868I feel for you but can't relate to the symptoms. I'm not exactly in the state of mind when I can lucidly judge about my perception of the world. The only consistent trait about myself is lack of interest in others. I soft of half live in my day-dream-world and it's been like this since early adolescence. That's all I can say for sure. Everything else would be just some sort of a delusion.
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7878
Ahaha my parents really think I need a "real woman". How can't these boomers realize how vast is difference between 2D goddesses and 3DPD, beats me.
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7887
>>7878Is your Waifu moody and stinky? Yeah, that's what I thought.
You're missing out son, breed so your mother and I don't feel guilty, please :c
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7888
>>7887My waifu is consummate, embodiment of pureness and beauty.
>You're missing out sonIt isn't my fault you fucked each other to have fun raising an offspring, you've brought me into a world where gap between imaginary and real is as vast and ever and then gave me a mind that grasped onto beauty and body that stuck to muck. Now I have to live a life of watching beautiful heavens above while trodden by filthy pigs. You Have Fucked For Pleasure Now Pay For This Shit
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7894
AAAAAAAAAGRRRRRRHHHHHH
LET MY BLOOD BOIL AND DEVOUR THIS FILTHY ABOMINABLE WORLD!!!
I feel so sick of this pathetic existence I'm trapped into. Even nice things make me suffer because they're so fleeting.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAGRRRRRHHHHHHH
LET THE WORLD BURN
No.
7918
How do I distinguish between dyslexia, ADHD and simple inattention when reading/writing?
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7924
Hmm it's somewhat late night right now and I feel madness creeping in on me!
No.
7925
Man the Mario movie sucks
If you were to take all the references out of it, you'd have no story whatsoever.
At least the Sonic movie has more coherence, and an actual story.
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7926
Sunday. My quiet neighbors woke me up. Then they wonder why I have murderous ideations.
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7971
This site will not die. As long as live (haha won't be too long sorry) I will always come here to curse warm bloods if nothing else.
Just imagine somebody coming here and seeing 1000+ posts about WARM BLOOD HATRED. Hilarious!
Raise your tail and swing,
Break their skulls and limbs,
Drink their blood and sing,
Claw these filthy simps!
Spread your wings so wide,
Obliterate away the light,
Fly across this bloodshot sky,
Crush them with your might!
Lizard in disguise,
Hunts for their cheers,
Walks among the mice,
Cackling at their mirth!
And when he lifts the veil,
He drowns the world in sorrow,
Who doubts that he'll prevail,
Who still expects tomorrow?
No.
7977
3C / 37F i don't have any winter clothes.
Pls global warming delete winter I don't want to spend money
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7978
So I stay awake half the night because I'm retarded, then sleep through half of the day, essentially ruining the remnants of my life. And when I have to go to work I wake up early without having sleep and end up being useless. This is all shit. Late stage capitalism, wtf. I should be able to just stay at home without having to work and still be able to buy goods. Why do all money have to be spent on wars instead of living leisurely? Fucking morons
No.
7979
>>7978I stay awake mostly because I feel too shitty to fall asleep. Sometimes because I don't feel too bad so I need to experience this fleeting feeling.
But everyday after waking up all that matters in this moment is going back to sleep and later committing suicide.
No.
7984
Meanwhile I still can't fucking sleep. I got a good day's sleep and now my brain fucks around with me again. It doesn't let me get on a stable track.
Lizardly Night covers the sky,
Lizardly Wing commences the fight,
Lizardly tongue spreads the lie,
That warm bloods can save their light!
Come, come, leave your hides,
Leave your shacks and fears behind,
Come, come, call the sunrise,
Believe that you are not blind!
And the hour comes under pale moon,
In the dead of the night we open the gate,
We break the seal and draw the rune,
And their hopes we crush with our hate!
Run, run, faster than shadows,
But you will never be fast enough,
Run, run, torn by our claws,
Beg us for mercy, but we will only laugh.
No.
7985
Laughing at the face of creator,
I head to spill their blood,
I'm gonna rape the refrigerator,
I need to cook some food :(
:DDD
No.
7987
>>7986There are no cages for lizards,
There is nothing for them to fear,
And each day they yell from their hearts,
"Go away with your pedo bear!"
:D
No.
7988
>>7987>no cages for lizardsI've seen enough, nothing interesting.
Might as well be caged pet, certainly better life than whatever this is.
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7989
>>7988C'mon liz show me spirit!
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7990
Laying in my burrow right now. Casting spells. I shall not loose. God bless.
No.
8019
Hmm that makes me wonder how lizards deal love unto each other. Do the rub tails or whatever, lmao?
No.
8021
>>8019Like this
Our numbers are low, I suggest mandatory handholding to combat this
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8022
>>8021Yeaah lets grub Ihato he's experienced running the site I'm sure he'll agree to run some mini-lizs as well ahaha
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8033
I was a bit less miserable today hooray!
