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8401
Work is busting my balls my feet hurt
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8405
>>8403Construction yeah, walking up and down flights of stairs and standing around on my feet all day. Doesn't help i'm a tad bit overweight.
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8406
>>8405>constructionYeah talk about shitty jobs
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8407
My skull is cracking. I hate headaches. I'd hate myself too right now, but the headache doesn't allow me.
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8410
>>8409not that lizard but i'm not aware of working at the construction that would be worth the money
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8411
>>8409It can be depending on your craft and once you become a journeyman and eventually foreman. Blue collar work is not for the mentally and physically weak. I wouldn't recommend it. Your body will be broken by age 40.
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8414
My arms, mouth and skin on head feels numb.
The fuck is going on lol
No drugs or anything, I just ate a bit too much.
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8415
Cont.
>>8414Oh shit, this might be migraine aura. Oh god please no
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8417
Dude pills NOWW. There are no reasons, not ever, to suffer through that when you can take a pill.
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8418
Nothing like waking up to a horrifically strange dream where you are raped.
I've been feeling bad enough for two months and really don't need to be reminded of how terrible people on top of it. Things are so bad that I can't engage any sort of interaction in an online game I like and instead just spectate during rounds. For fear of messing up and angering anyone.
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8420
>>8418>For fear of messing up and angering anyone.Bro's brain wired to please people lol
How the fuck is it even possible to care what some random people are going to think lmao
You really have to rethink your thought processes
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8421
>>8420You're wrong though. When you are very stressed and when the stress accumulates it becomes extremely hard to manage emotions, so you end up feeling shame and guilt and other miserable stuff even over the most trivial things. I remember nearly throwing myself out of the window because somebody was mean to me on the internet, when I was at my worst. It is not something you can rethink. Stress kills you from inside, and there are no exceptions. All men break if pressed long enough, and social misfits are the most vulnerable.
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8422
>>8421I know what stress is capable of since fighting my social phobia developed motor and vocal tics in me lmao
I'm not internally badass and sometimes crying from stress.
But being affected by strangers online is fucking next level xD how the hell do you even let it get so bad for so long OR don't try to do something about.
Get over yourself, these people will forget you the same day.
>All men break if pressed long enoughThen they git gud / kill themselves / become manbabies scared of pixels on screen
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8423
>>8422Idk, somehow. Reaction to stress isn't really predictable in the sense that while the array of possible reactions is finite, it's not trivial to say how exactly an individual will react.
What I want to point here though is that when really overstessed any form of confrontation is just too much and you can't really think clearly or at all. I don't think it has anything to do with caring about what others think about you. It's more like "oh hell another fight or flight, I guess I'll just kill myself". Git good is only good in theory, in practice you may never get a chance to recover, and sometimes it takes really long time to overcome the damage done by """ society"""
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8424
Anyway I wish
>>8418 gets a chance to fix his shit, but I don't think calling him down is just. No one's secure from shit, being mean here doesn't really the issue.
A bit of loser's advice if anyone cares: don't banish the thought that recovery is possible. Bury it if you need but keep a shovel at ready to dig it out again when you get a chance. Once you give up hope it's a real challenge to get it back up and running and I am honestly positive I'll end up killing myself in the near future because I left behind everything that in the past motivated me to move on. Now there's nothing left except embracing the normalfag mentality and ehh I guess I'll pass.
Though if I manage to overcome my obvious social impairment and get myself a burrow I think I'll keep living because a lizard doesn't need more IMO. But as long as I am so utterly fucked as right now, a quick way to quit is the only thing on my mind really.
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8425
>doesn't really the issue.
solve^
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8427
>>8420It's an RP server with rules, to be exact, and the roles in the game I haven't gotten good at enough. I'm not going to ask anyone for help or spend too long with it since this is just temporary entertainment until I can move onto what I've actually been wanting to do. If I wanted to be a careless miscreant for fun without remorse, there's already imageboards for that for all the obvious reasons.
Performing under pressure from aforementioned stuff isn't my greatest strength but in most and any other social situations, I do just fine. Better than most, maybe. As always, I share very little and too many inaccurate things are assumed. I hate sharing but still needed somewhere to drop my troubling thought. Things should be better next month.
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8428
Something I noticed is that the dream where I was raped probably manifested from the intense dislike I have for being wrongfully controlled by people. And just the things they done. In the dream, I think was a friend that just sat there letting it happen as someone did all of that. Worse yet is how very weird and uncomfortable it felt but I guess that's the whole point of rape.
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8430
>>8427>As always, I share very little and too many inaccurate things are assumedAlways annoying. Just get a job
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8431
>>8429My dreams usually never grant me the options I wish, or anything that I like. For once, I just want a dream that doesn't get personal. Do you have an aggressive side? It maybe allowed for you to stop the rapist(s?). I've only ever done one actual aggressive thing in life I think.
>>8430Thankfully I'll never have to put myself through that kind of torture.
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8432
>>8431Correct predictions always feel great
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8433
>>8431>Do you have an aggressive side?Oh anon I wish I could talk about it, but I can't seem to find words. Just too much personal stuff. Suffice it to say, there was a period in my life when I was near madness and I experienced a series of extremely personal vivid-as-in-real-life nightmares and I'll just never be the same after that. The dreams about being
raped are honey in comparison.
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8434
>As always, I share very little and too many inaccurate things are assumed
I highly approve of this habit and myself feel torn apart every time I say a word more than I must, even on anonymous imageboards. It just doesn't feel right for whatever reason.
>Just get a job
C'mon here of all places.
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8436
take you daily portion of foods, rejoice in them and hang in woods (c) lizard №567
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8438
>As always, I share very little
>I highly approve of this habit
Oh no! What will other people think?
antisocial wannabes
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8439
^ if they're failed normalniggers reaching that conclusion then i can only feel sorry for what immense boredom they are facing if they're left to critiquing people in places like here for example
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8440
>>8439I don't think it matters much, to be honest. Consciousness is built on evaluation, so even if you are perfectly negligent of others' opinions, you will still be unable to avoid the evaluation, thus avoiding vocabulary like 'approve/disapprove' will only make you look like the pretentious poser that you are. There are no implications whatsoever in my post
>>8434 about external validation or whatever. I met anone who seem to have something common with me, and I wanted to point that out. I don't understand how being antisocial is relevant here. In the first place, the very assumption that anyone here identifies as antisocial is wrong. I am not antisocial. I find nothing wrong about associating with other lizards. And the most important - my social presence in real life is zero. I only interact with people when it is directly related to my immediate survival. And I have applied exactly no effort to reach this state, it just happened naturally. I don't understand why I am called a 'wannabe'.
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8441
>>8440Yeah most of the expected kind of anons here would actually be asocial to some degree. No idea what that guy's problem is, but he's done went from picking on social weaknesses to saying get a job. One has to wonder why though.
Wish I could say more, but I've become very sleepy and will need to save my energy for taking the electric duster to the PC later.
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8462
>>8461That's nice banner material.
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8481
>But it switching on and off is just makes more painful contrast to existence
Yeah liz that's so relatable.
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8511
Ever since the whole 4chan thing, all the other places look like vomit blasted directly at the eyes. More than usual. I want to go back to playing chess in vrc soon. I need away from all of this stuff. Forever.
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8512
>>8511They'll be back up eventually. No way the OG largest English Imageboard gets destroyed by soyteens forever. For them this is a lesson to update your website and maybe hire people to do security checks for web technology wise. Really for all Imageboard owners. Update your software so old exploits don't sit around waiting to happen by teens.
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8515
It's the first time I come here. Just found out about this site from the other chan of guys in funny hats. I still need 6 years to become a proper reptile, but it's always nice to find new communities with people like me. I will now binge-read the whole catalogue in the following days
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8516
>>8515>>8511Same, I used to lurk the pointed hat site but ever since the 4chan containment collapse every place has been invaded by them.
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8519
>>8515If you don't mind the slowness it's pretty neat. There use to be more posters over the years but I guess they've moved on.
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8522
>>8520>I feel like a good amount will stick around shitting up small imageboards indefinitely.You're flattering yourself. At best this event will make people more aware of other imageboards so we might experience a short term increase of influx of posters. Potentially we might gain a dozen new people in the process, however, I am not convinced that people who feel comfortable on 4chan are emotionally compatible with the slow nature of small chans. At best a dozen people who are naturally predisposed to sooner or later arrive to the conclusion they prefer alt ways over 4chan ways will remember us and end up here some time in the future.
So short term increase in amount of posts and potentially mid-to-long term increase of population's. On the other hand, alt chans were never secret, so I really don't know.
It might be that nothing will change in the end.
