No.5988
>>5987>I think we had someone who would shill liz on r9k and wiz.No, you're wrong.
If it was advertised on the first one then there would nothing but tfw no gf on this chan.
Second is more likely but never noticed anything that proved sudden gain of new visitors, this comes from someone who was refreshing every day.
Except one braindead schizo and his conspiracies lol
>I guess we need to do thatLiz always had dead crawling speed.
If you NEED to do sth about it then you most likely came out of your shell not a long time ago or remembered this site wrong.
Don't kill it
No.5989
>>5988I mentioned lizchan like once on wiz/b/, but it definitely flew under the radar.
No.6053
>>5988lizchan was mentioned recently on a (Still active) thread on 4chan/r9k, but it seems to have "flown under the radar" like that other anon said. It was mentioned along wizchan as all-male alternatives to 4chan that are kinda like Crystal Cafe.
No.6062
>>6061I don't have control over someone from liz/wiz advertising the board on another website.
No.6066
>>6062Then sorry for linking those two things together. Quite often I make dumb assumptions excuse me for this.
No.6075
>>6074'mental illness' is a meme pushed by warmies to cope with anything and everything that they dont understand.
Its sort of like how when the pandemic shutdowns hit, warms couldnt think of doing anything else but be busy with their meaningless npc jobs or narcissitic friends,
so what did they do? They rioted,chimped out, and generally went mad for a time.
This is because they couldnt handle the shock, couldnt recognize what went wrong, nor analyze what was the problem all along.
Your own introspection will only solve your problems for you.
And no, your not insane.
Youre a lizard.
>^did some googling and it's called being zen. Never knew what that meant but thought it's something cool. Research more into philosophy and religions, even if you dont believe it,
they all provide anecdotal wisdom that you wouldnt be able to find in the current year.
No.6086
>>6075>mental illness' is a meme pushed by warmies to cope with anything That's interesting. Never thought about it like that.
>Your own introspection will only solve your problems In my opinion everyone has some sort of barrier that they can't fight through and need help from other or certain happening to demolish it.
I feel like I reached it since nothing is changing.
Thanks Lizzie will do some research, since it's kinda annoying to be stuck
No.6087
>>6086if you want to start out with buddhism read pic related.
I read it some years ago when i asked a librarian on some good budd intro books.
sorry i couldnt find a pdf version for you i tried No.6089
I wanna play dwarf fortress but the stress mechanics are such caca right now that 20 minutes of play would be just exiling people and maybe waiting. It's basically doing nothing sadly. I think the best parts of the game are in the first years where you're setting everything up. I'm done making rooms, training people, etc. I just need to wait for my military to become good enough to kill.
Also I don't like doing new things lmao. I always screw things up like the QSP and it would take me a few hours to learn it badly since I work so slowly to learn or do any new things.
Daggerfall's cool too.
No.6090
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No.6092
>>6086Mental illness isn't a meme. It shouldn't be pushed though. If your abnormality/disorder isn't stopping you from functioning at a high level and achieving things, no diagnosis is needed.
No.6095
>>6092>Mental illness isn't a meme.imo it is though. Take fags for example, if you ask them why they are homo they will say "I was just born with it" or "guess Im just mentally ill XDDD",
when in reality, if you look into their life, they comically all share the same issues you would expect with homos; no father, sexually abused as a kid, etc.
Their 'mental illness' is a logical and natural result of their upbringing or past history.
Its a cope to push and pass the blame on a vague term rather than do some introspection and uproot the issues.
No.6097
>>6095At the end of the day, no one is honestly interested in helping people confront their childhood traumas. Let's not pretend otherwise. You, too, have an agenda.
No.6100
>>6097if you even bothered to read any of the posts before you would have clearly saw that I said everyone has to solve their own issues and noone is going to solve shit for you.
>You, too, have an agenda.youre the one more likely pushing the 'mental issues' agenda so you can help get others to take SSRI's and other jew drugs to fuck with peoples heads permenately for life, kys outsider.
No.6107
>>6103Drugs are good though, if you're about to kick and break stuff due to anger, or if you're extremely blackpilled, some pills can help you out a lot in the long run
No.6109
>>6108Are you still waiting on your Trumpbux?
No.6110
>>6109Yeah. I didn't file for 2018 so it's stuck in limbo until I get processed. I filed before the stimulus bill even passed to try and make sure I got it in a reasonable amount of time. Turns out I screwed myself because they announced a way for nonfilers to get it/ the irs is screwing me by not just processing the damn thing.
No.6146
>>6145>ramen noodlesliterally eat anything else that shit will shorten your lifespan if you dont diversify your diet
No.6156
>>6146The problem is they're so easy to make and taste so good. I can throw a cup into my bag and have a perfectly nice meal at work without having to microwave stuff.
Maybe I'll switch over to the Campbell's ones. They taste ok and don't seem to hurt my heart as much.
No.6180
I wanna be a VIPSTAR!
No.6182
>>6180That's stuck in my head now. Thanks /f/.
No.6188
I turned 25 years young recently, so I'm thinking about doing heroin. Wish me luck lizzies.
No.6189
>>6188cool, I'm thinking about taking up smoking again myself. tobacco smoking that is
No.6209
I hate it when my gums bleed after I floss
No.6211
>>6209I barely brush my teeth… You should use mouthwash for that nice burning sensation.
No.6212
>>6211I'm trying to floss and use mouthwash more after paying for some pretty expensive dental work this year. I flossed last night though and three times the blood thing started. I need to get my shit together.
No.6213
>>6212You will get used to it once you establish it as a habit.
Its annoying when the dentist nurse yells at you for not making their job easier.
You do nibble their fingers for revenge right liz? No.6216
>>6213>establish it as a habitYou don't know me very well. My natural state of nature is relaxing on the couch. Any getting up to do anything takes a great amount of effort and is done as little as possible.
>nibble their fingersha nope, when I'm paying 1000+ dollars for a root canal I try to not mess with the people doing the work
No.6224
>>6223meow meow *licks paw*
No.6902
>>6893evil cat must be making him do it
No.6903
>>6902Pussy got him acting strange
No.6917
>>6914Even if you cant it's often 90% diet instead of exercise, I have to lose my last bit as well, been stalling forever.
No.6918
>>6917I've already started to fix my diet. I'm down to one can of soda a day, and less ramen and sweets. My problem is keeping it up, I always go back to eating shit food after a month or two of eating right.
No.6919
Ya Lizards trying to lose weight while I managed to gain some in those 3 months.
I always wanted to not look like skeleton and it's getting better and better.
Never been so big lol
No.6920
i put my dick in a bag doritos
No.6921
>>6918I do the exact same thing, have had to yo-yo for a year and a half, but slowly I make more progress than lose.
Weird thing about being american is being 20 pounds overweight still and people telling you your skinny already.
>>6919Meet me once you gain your maximum mass, we'll duel for the title of Fatliz.
>>6920Hope it was cool ranch, and not flamin' hot brother.
No.6923
>>6921Alright I don't want to get fat.
My tummy is now visible under my clothes and it looks ridiculously awful since the rest of me is still slim.
I expected to get massive everywhere but looks like fat stores only there.
That's lame
No.6927
>>6920please don't tell me you ate them afterwards
No.6931
>>6927waste not want not liz.
>>6923apparently that's kind of normal for guys, mine just sort of spreads out evenly, even when fat stomach was flat.
No.6932
i stay on fat boy status i don't care we're all gonna old one day
No.6935
>>6932once we face food shortages you will have the last laugh, I'm just trying anything that may even slightly unfuck my mental health. Hyper neurotic.
No.6937
>>6936i'm fine with dying like at 55 or 60 i don't wanna be so old i can barely walk or get myself out of bed that's if diabetes doesn't kill me first
No.6939
>>6937Hard to die directly from diabetes, does shorten the life span though. - someone horrible at managing theirs.
I'm also spooked by getting too old, lizards are supposed to live short intense lives.
No.6940
>>6939i also smoke cigs as well but i wanna quit smoking
No.6941
>>6940I've been smoking cigs too for more than two months when my vape broke (but I ordered a new one from scam site lol)
I don't understand why people do this. Shitty smell is walking behind you. Everyone smokes crap, I knew only a one guy that was rolling his own. It was smoked tobacco, tasted great!
Ecigs are the best imo, if you're only after nicotine.
One to two puffs of high nicotine lq and you're done.
No limitations of flavours, the smell doesn't stay anywhere.
The liquid for it, costs like 5 packs of cigs and for me it's enough for over 2 months.
Right now there are no harmful effects and doesn't look like there will be any.
Except for some shady flavours
No.6971
>>6940waiting to quit until my prospects get better
>>6941It does smell bad, but i'm so isolated it doesn't really matter.
I prefer vaping too, I usually vape and smoke during more stressful periods.
>>6967It's what I have to do to save money, It's nicer to not have the additives, feels less addictive which is better than it is bad.
No.6984
hope you lizzies had a good year
my pc wouldn't start yesterday and i was really worried, but i replaced the PSU today and everything is fine again
No.6986
>>6984it was alright. ate some mcdonald's then had a couple of drinks and fell asleep an hour prior to midnight. hopefully this year won't be too shit
No.6987
>>6984Chain smoked then played some viscera cleanup detail.
Gonno have to penny pinch all year I'm terrified of my pc dying, i'd have to get a job and do people things or something.
No.6988
>>6987>Gonno have to penny pinch all year the way prices are shooting up I'm going to have to do the same. every week it seems like everything goes up a dollar
No.7000
I was learning and got very very tired. Now I've slept for a few hours and I want to study again (but I won't lol). I'm playing a real life Morrowind my lizzas.
No.7003
>>7000all that book reading must of tired you out liz
No.7032
>upgrade to windows 11
go fuck yourself Microsoft
No.7045
>>7043Lol why meth tho?
Have you already tried every substance that is better than meth?
No.7048
>>7043Don't, doing meth was one of the worst experiences of my life. Being on it was like a half an hour of euphoria followed by hours and hours of sheer hell. I'm pretty sure the drug helped contribute to the current psychological problems I have today.
No.7049
>>7045I live in meth country and it's the cheapest/steadiest thing I can find. Most people I know under the age of 50 have done it or are.
I don't know I just want to feel something other than sadness or emptiness, 13 years of the same looping cycle, I assume it'd shake things up a bit even if for the worse in the long run.
What's better than meth? I've tried a lot but nootropics mean I can never say them all.
>>7048It really doesn't last that long? I'm already beyond repair really, it's more of a finally feel something for a few months before checking out thing. I'll try tianeptine for the opiate effects again for a month or so before making up my mind, and think about it a bit harder.
No.7050
>>7049>last that long?The high can last for days, and in that time you're barely eating or sleeping. I honestly don't understand the appeal of the drug.
No.7052
>>7050Know a lot of people that use and people that have threw their lives away for it - hell my dads using it, must be pleasant in some sense, and it seems to give you energy and motivation - even if it's just to make money for more that's more than what I currently have. I have people I can talk to that are on it I'll ask them as much as possible.
No.7054
>>7052Well whatever, you're gonna do what you're gonna do, but if you're anything like me the drug will just put your stomach in knots and make you feel like shit. Hopefully it won't damage your brain too much.
No.7055
>>7052Oh come on, Lizards have standards.
There are so many other substances.
It sounds like you just want to do something considered "bad" to highlight your current mental state of not caring and being depressed.
It won't be worth it in the long run.
I'm not against drugs btw No.7056
>>7054brain already maximum damaged, impossible.
>>7055Maybe, but i've also just been surrounded by it forever, mainly interested by the claimed euphoria/energy. don't remember what happiness or drive feel like anymore beyond simple animal examples. What would you recc instead?
No.7057
>>7056>already maximum damagedtry being in my head for a week :(
No.7059
>>7057That sounds interesting but you owe me financial restitution if it's somehow worse than my own okay
No.7060
>>7059I wish I could pay someone to take all my mental illnesses for a week, that would be a pretty nice service. Unfortunately I'm trapped in this head of mine.
No.7067
>>7060I'd do it, I can handle fucked situations for at least a week before I go full self destruct mode, and i'd further understand my fellow lizards struggles.
No.7072
futons > beds
I love sleeping on futons. They save me the effort of getting up and going into the bedroom, I can just unfold the sofa and sleep where I've been relaxing.
No.7075
>>7072>Unfolding the futtonYou're a highly motivated liz
I don't even unfold them
No.7078
>>7075And I even put a sheet down. I am super motivated you're right!
No.7091
YouTube music recommendations got stuck and it keeps showing me the same stuff all the time.
So I decided to swap to soundcloud as it used to show me some good music.
In one week I managed to destroy it and it keeps giving me super shitty low effort autotune trash.
Back to YouTube then
No.7099
Meth kind of sucks, every drug I hear about that people say causes euphoria doesn't for me, except psychedelics but that's more a mix of terror/awe.
It just feels like a painkiller that gives you some energy, not worth 25$ for two days worth, how am i supposed to be motivated to wageslave when even the most addictive drugs are kind of lackluster.
No.7100
Being awake at night is like being the only one on Earth. Except when you wake up at 3-4PM and re-do the day over. The family's work day is almost complete and my day's not even started. I think I prefer waking up early since I can go anywhere and enjoy the outside. I like to enjoy what's left of nature. Also there's like, no nature nearby. I might have to move to the boonies if I want a life near nature. I'd much rather be in a woods or something than around people. Still, the woods is so shit. Nature is always built up to be this magical thing, but the woods is just trees and leaves. It's also scary outside during night, but only because humans have created light pollution that hides the stars and solar system. We really ruin everything.
No.7105
>>7101Fuck bears, cougars, wolves, and other animals that prey on humans as well. I just want to enjoy nature, but I'll gladly shoot these animals with a rifle if they disturb me. Also the ocean really is no place for humans anyways.
No.7128
Hell yeah Lizzies!
In March I'm gonna move into a place where I work at.
There is one room free for me.
Dream come true, I will never have to go outside ever again.
In theory I'm allowed to be there for a few months.
Although I will do my best to be here forever lol
There is no shower nor bath so some plastic will be enough.
Fridge is there, I have to buy mini washing machine.
I will post more about it soon!
No.7129
Finally some interesting stuff
The whole pandemic is extremely boring
No.7132
>>7128I don't have any furniture except chair and desk. Just need a drawer and it will be good.
I will paint walls white if it turns out that I can stay longer here
On my way to achieve a shut in dream. Moving in on Monday
>>7131Have you seen tank "drifting" over a civilian car?
https://youtu.be/-xcfJY6QwnYUkraine having bad leaders for years.
In 1991 they were on 3rd place in terms of nuclear missiles but they gave up on all of them. What the fuck
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lisbon_Protocol No.7137
>>7132>"drifting" over a civilian carha fucking normies and their precious cars. you would think with a war zone outside and tanks all over the place they would say to themselves "maybe today is not a good day for driving" but no, they have places they need to be fast
>they gave up on all of themprobably for the best, it was only a matter of time before one of the local mafias sold them on the black market
No.7140
Ah yes, finally last night at this place!
Good thing because I often had a feeling like it had cameras or mics all around.
To the point that I'm extremely scared of talking with owners face to face but I have to do it after work hours.
Also the fact that I left a spoon in a shower and he Has seen it.
(I made a huge mess here and while cleaning I just repositioned that spoon from bath tub to shower and forgot about it. Oh yes that's another memory that is going to cringe me for years!
Self cringe only happens when there is someone else that sees/knows it
No.7142
Unpacked some of my stuff
I'm already loving my commute which is just going downstairs.
My dream has been fulfilled.
Now I have to just stop stressing like retard.
Thank you Lizards
No.7143
>>7142moving back in with your parents or out?
No.7146
>>7143I was already solo.
Now I live in the office building.
No.7148
>>7146I hope you enjoy it liz, post 4k HD lizard pictures when you get settled.
No.7161
>>7160I've come too far, I'm going to meet the shadow people or die trying.
No.7164
>>7159What a beautiful picture. I hope to be able to live like that one day.
No.7165
newlizzy reporting in
No.7168
>>7167I hope you're not sleeping on that mat on the ground, that'll kill your back after a while. Nice job keeping clean, try not to get too much stuff that'll clutter your place.
No.7171
>>7170Knowing me, I'd arrive on the worst part of the island and die first.
>>7168That mat is way too thin to sleep on imo.
No.7173
>>7171>die firstwhat if you got one of the uzis?
No.7174
>>7173Die slightly later in the lower middle rank.
No.7191
I'm craving for some taco bell right now. might have to get me some today
No.7192
>>7191I ordered 4 spicy 50cm pizzzas for the weekend.
Effect was the same
No.7193
>>7192nice, I bet those massive pizzas tasted good going down.
I never got around to going to taco bell, got tired while on my bike and had to settle for Wendy's. oh well, another day
No.7197
>>7194>Do I have worms?Possibly, one frozen pizza should be enough to fill up a none obese liz. Have you ever eaten any uncooked fish? You could have a massive tapeworm inside you that's stealing your food.
No.7198
>>7194Oh i also over-eat.
Same stuff as you. Most likely you streched your stomach. That's why it feels like that.
I have some schizo thoughts and trauma that's why I always ate rarerly but if so then I stuffed myself till feeling sick.
~After moving out I was able to eat what I want stress free.
Due to my eating habits and all the food for myself I managed to gain weight. So I'm finally not skeleton but a normal ape.
In my case it's muh thought process.
Celebrate the feeling of freedom and clear mind, eat like a pig! Something along those lines
No.7204
Visited my family (mother,bro,step-dad)
To do some laundry and eat some actual food.
I keep forgeting how nice and comfy being there feels.
Living alone isn't so bright but I will forget about it on few days.
The same way I would get used to this sometimes nice atmosphere in family surroundings.
It's really scary and depressing how fast one can stop appreciating the good fast.
Fucking brain made by evolution to always seek greater things.
I think the only solution to that is extreme minimalism in terms of living the life.
Since you get used to having nothing and stop running for useless shit.
What do you think?
No.7205
>>7204I try to be a minimalist mostly because I don't want to turn into a hoarder.
No.7206
>>7205Initially I went for minimalism because I liked the looks of huge free space.
It's a great thing. Cleaning is so much faster. Just clothes and dishes. No other things laying around.
I went as far as wearing the same set of clothing. The only downside is that people (if you ever see any) are going to think that you wear dirty rags all the time lol
No.7208
>>7206I'm more of a cover my face with blankets and try to forget about the mess in the other room kind of person. I try not to buy new things because I have a hard time throwing out stuff
>wearing the same set of clothingabsolutely nothing wrong with doing this liz. spray some body spray on yourself in the morning and you're good as new. no showers or change of clothing needed
No.7212
>>7205You call it hoarding I call it a rich life well lived with lots of mementos
No.7213
>>7212and then some day one of those piles of mementos falls over and crushes you
No.7215
>>7208Wtf, i meant having the same looking clothes. Not actually wearing same dirty rags lol
No.7216
>>7215>not wearing dirty ragsgotta look good for the ladies, eh Rex?
No.7222
>>7216Exactly, clean clothes go well with bio-weapon trainers.
Those swaggy shoes smell so bad that I keep them outside.
Their essence really does wonders on those lizgrills.
No.7223
>>7222smelly shoes are an essential part of every lizards self-defence mechanism. I wear smelly socks as well to help add to my protection
No.7224
>>7223I'm sure mine smell worse.
While sitting I feel their flavour.
No.7228
>>7226A heart attack, after that the poor heart usually isn't the same.
My worst nightmare is one of my close family members having a medical emergency and needing an organ transplant, with me being the only suitable donor. I'd probably be too much of a coward to go through with it, I'm afraid of surgery and death.
No.7232
>>7226Ahhh yesss, "Mass of Fermenting Dregs" I remember posting it here years ago
No.7234
YOOOOOO just noticed that lizchan.xyz redirects here
I wonder if some liz got here this way
No.7238
>>7228Yea one of the bad parts of living with grandparents, gonno live through those last stressful years with them.
It'd depend what mood i was in, I don't do much with my organs I may be willing to share.
>>7232Classic but i need more weeb music, I don't think i've truly looked since I was 18ish
>>7234I checked after thinking the sites been dead for years out of a glimmer of hope and that's how i got here again
No.7241
>>7238>gonno live through those last stressful years with themI bet they snore a lot and complain about their aches and pains
No.7245
I thought this site was gone for years now, what in the world happened? I just clicked on this in my bookmarks by accident.
No.7247
>>7245sup liz, what have you been doing all these years?
No.7248
Liz pride world wide brothers. When the time comes, the world will shed its skin and a new era of lizard supremacy shall reign.
No.7255
Didn't get my pizza cuz some fucking ukrainian was too lazy to ring the door bell.
At least I picked the option pay by cash.
Most of ukr immigrants are retarded
No.7260
Ate so many jalapeno burgers from McDonald's that I almost puked but couldn't because it's already deep in my stomach.
>>7258If I knew you I would be proud.
I'm hoping that you are comfortable with it and having a blast.
I want to fucking die again. Shouldn't have skipped those two three days of smoking legal cbd weed No.7262
>>7260wtf, why doesn't my local mcdonald's sell jalapeno burgers?
No.7263
>>7262Oh so it's regional then.
You have no idea what you're missing out.
The sauce is so creamy and light but a tiny bit spicy.
It looks like on the pic except smashed and sauce is also outside lol
No.7264
>>7263the mcdonald's around here have a lame value menu. pretty well all I can get is mcdoubles and junior chickens :(
No.7265
In poland we have 2forU sets.
You can choose hamburger/cheeseburger/chikker/jalapeño + fries/soda.
It costs (less) almost the same as mcdouble.
I really like wraps but they're super expensive when you compare it to 2forU.
So I mostly eat jalapeños like a pig.
No.7268
>>7266>posting dumb looking 3dpd not related to anythingGet out Stacy
No.7273
>>7266haha, I get it. Lizzy McGuire. Good luck on the job prospects.
No.7278
The Liz with no bath tube or shower here. Just a washing bowl
Central heating is off so I have to get warm water from kettle.
It's so annoying but the worst thing is that even when I wash everything carefully.
I smell kinda bad in the crotch area and armpits.
I don't get it. Removed the hair there and no difference. Using deodorants.
Any tips?
No.7287
>>7278if you have a sink you should be able to take a bird bath like guys in prison do
No.7289
I'm sleeping 14 hours every day, listening to music, dumb youtube shlock, and playing videogames while warping through time. I need more drugs.
>>7278Get some wet wipes to wash Armpits>Crotch, when my water went out it kept me from becoming a walking biological contaminant.
No.7300
>>7279Bad. Wagecucking postponed for now. I lost the prev job just because I didn't want to take the jab. Fak normies.
No.7301
>>7300Way to go against the grain.
No.7306
>>7300>Wagecucking postponed for now.you say this like it's a bad thing
No.7307
>>7287>>7289Nvm, turned out that the sponges are shit and it's better to use hands lol.
That's why I was kinda smelling.
Well now I smell again but it's because I didn't bother to wash.
I've used to be very clean person, bathing two times a day.
But since I don't have a shower nor running hot water it's bothersome and I'm lazy
No.7308
>>7307just spray on some body spray before going outside. that should be enough to cover your reptilian smells
No.7309
>>7308Yes yes, everyday.
Roll on deodorants seem to be the best.
Today one guy told me that I smell bad, like some acid or chemicals . I was shocked because I washed recently.
Guessed that it's just my sweater so I took it off. Explained that it's probably just the washing eco powder that I used at my mother's house.
He sniffed me LOL and said, yeah that's it.
At least his thought of me not washing daily was negated so I'm good.
No.7313
>>7309that idiot should of kept his opinions to himself. move away if you think someone smells bad
No.7317
>>7313haha nah, he is good guy, the first to tell that I have remainings of food on my face or clothes so I'm glad.
Most will say nothing and you will look like a fool
No.7319
I wish we still lived in a world where you could smoke inside everywhere and get cigarettes from a vending machine
No.7320
Today I lost bill worth 50$, I don't have a wallet and shit ran away from my pocket.
Also while cleaning stuff my monitor fell off from desk and got impaled by a mug laying on the floor. 1/3 of screen still works.
But at least I managed to save the cable for the headphones so I won't have to spend 20$.
Fuck, this day sucks
>>7319Vending machines sounds cool but I would rather avoid smoke.
Really hate the smell of it while it's still in the air
No.7322
>>7320*takes long haul off cigarette*
*blows smoke in your face*
how dare you tell me where I can and can't smoke my delicious cigarettes
No.7323
>>7322Eww that sti-
*instantly dies*
No.7324
>>7323haha suffocate on my second hand smoke
No.7327
I'm only having migraines caused by shit food.
Ate some Chinese stuff today and dang it's holding me long, it has been already 5 hours.
My right eye hurts the most
No.7328
>>7327chinks is known to cause constipation but I've never heard of it causing migraines. must be the msg
No.7335
I like modern society for the most part. It's nice having a nice selection of whole grains and fruits to eat. Still, the quantity and probably quality is quite low compared to what I would get from a tree. Luckily, I can probably, one day, get some land and fruit trees to enjoy. I'll have all the high quality fruit and grains I like. Lots of bad stuff from this though, like having to work and interact with people to earn your keep.
No.7336
>>7332>additional one hour after workare you at least getting paid overtime for this hour?
No.7338
>>7336No but I live here and I have been doing overtimes "4fun" already.
This is my safe space so I will keep doing stuff to give many reasons to keep me housed here forever
No.7339
>>7337Back in 2017, IB lists were still uncommon so Lizchan was not on them.
No.7340
>>7338Man that's lame. I worked at places where I had to start early because of bus times. It sucks being taking advantage of.
No.7341
It's summer time. This means I can finally use some home grown basil for my homemade pasta sauce. I would make it year round if the stores would sell actual basil, but they don't for some reason. I had some pasta yesterday and had some left over sauce. I'll probably have some pasta for lunch too.
No.7342
>>7340Haha but I was the one suggesting doing it this way.
It's not like I should do overtime. I am the one who wants to because it gives me peace.
When I was making previous reply, deleted like 3/4 of it because I it sounded like ultra blog post.
In short : Boss helped me a lot - I'm doing extra as "thank you" also it's pleasant to see some progress.
But most importantly I'm not stressing because I rarely get overwhelmed with many tasks because of that.
Additionally I'm sleeping nicely knowing that I'm irreplaceable because of my dedication haha
Never took a single day off.
It's okay though because I have nothing else to do than play games.
> start early because of bus timesOh yeah, this must have been terrible. I can't imagine commuting far. Especially early
I was always getting late.
>>7341Sounds tasty.
I'm too lazy to cook and always get anxious while doing groceries so I pick up random stuff asap.
Recently made couscous with sour cream, feta cheese and bananas.
It wasn't making me gag so it was a success
No.7346
>>7342It's pretty simple. A good can of tomato sauce (must taste like tomatoes), 4T of olive oil, 4 garlic cloves, smashed, italian parsley, and fresh basil.
Heat the oil, put in the garlic and cook till aromatic, put in italian parsley, cook a bit till wilted, I guess, tomatoes go in, fast simmer, add basil, shredded or not, add salt to taste. Wait till it thickens. Should be done in about 30 minutes total. Also, add pasta water to thin it out, then pasta. My favorite recipe by far. I usually have it with lentils, but you can do some good canned beans. My lentils are usually boiled with a whole garlic clove and bay leaves. This time though, I added some rosemary.
I also go to this Peruvian restaurant sometimes and get some rice dishes. It's usually some kind of beef with rice or rice and fries. Really good.
No.7349
It is time again. I am leaving my home for five days for work from now on. I just remembered this exact moment in a different context. I even went to lizchan to put up this post. Tomorrow, I'll be out of my house in a different area. It's crazy. It's night time right now, so the time to sleep is coming soon.
No.7350
I have to die soon. I am so paranoid and lonely. I hate my parents. I hate myself.
No.7351
>>7350>lonelyEwww, warmblood. What are you, a failed normie?
Get the fuck out
No.7352
I can't stop thinking about pizza. might have to take a trip to little caesars tomorrow
No.7354
Found something called Marvel Anime: X-men.
It was weird to watch it in Japanese so I switched to English. Didn't help much though.
Dropped in the half of ep.
I don't how to describe it but most of anime(imo) do cringe anime stuff. Like poses, gestures and the conversations often feel retarded. As if characters were talking to themselves in the mirror trying to act all tough but fail miserably.
They seem incredibly forced, which always makes me imagine some fedora guy doing those things and not the characters.
I mean it can be done right like in Jojo Stardust Crusader but Diamond is Unbreakable felt just like I described it above.
Umm so does anyone also gets put off by anime being too anime?
that sounds dumb >>7352Ahhh there is nothing better than stacked boxes of pizzas on your desk. In recent months all I have been eating on weekends were pizzas mostly. Managed to order from all the nearby restaurants in that time.
Found the best one but shortly after their quality went to shit and nothing else tasted as good.
Go for it Liz, the only meaning is sleep and consuming.
Ah I also could use one right now.
Which is your favorite?
No.7355
>>7354That’s an Asian thing.
No.7356
>>7355Huh, so Asians are fedora.
Never met someone who was raised there so I trust you
No.7357
>>7354>Which is your favorite?Italian sausage, onions and black olives is really good. I haven't had it for a long time but I can remember the BBQ chicken feast at dominos being excellent. Usually I'll ride my bike to little caesars and grab a hot and ready, it's the best I can afford with the prices of everything going up. With a dip for dunking of course.
No.7360
>>7351>>7351Lizzies need someone.
No.7361
>>7360Uh nah, sounds gay.
If writing to random people on net is not sufficient and you feel lonely - that implies being a failed norman cringy enough to be not a part of group.
Hence this feeling. Please correct me if you disagree
Unfortunately every ape brain needs social contact.
For me tulpa talks and chat in games is enough.
No.7362
Some times I see some lizards in the wild and take a picture of them. I'll upload pictures of them when I'm not lazy. It's pretty rare to find these snakes since they're scared of the apes. I remember having a picture of this brave snake just slithering on one of the trails I was on. True chad.
No.7363
>>7362I hope you're talking about green lizards and not the kind that post on this site. I'd have an anxiety attack if some random guy started taking pictures of me.
No.7369
>>7363Nah, the lizard animal, not person. *snap*
No.7370
I love going to dead malls, they're one of the few places in the world that I can feel at peace in.
No.7373
>>7369Please post your lizpics
No.7375
Got some used iphone 8s as a work phone because my OG android charging socket stopped working.
I have never had iOS
Just wasted 25 minutes trying to get an app installed.
Didn't even managed to do it lol
My first impressions:
1. So many fucking animations, it's so slow
2. Looks over functionality, why there is just one button haha
3. It is required to fill the billing address - wtf
4. From what I looked up in order to download apps I have to add the payment method even if I want to download free app.
5. The finger scanning is trash, much cheaper phones do it no problem.
I have no way to pay for stuff now since I'm too anxious to pay with the big bills.
Gonna spend my one and only small bill for tiny Jalapeno burger with fries.
Hopefully someone at work will fix it for me.
No.7376
cont.
ahhh, all I had to do was add payment and choose whatever…
I guess that adding a message "You must first add a payment method" is too hard. Instead it shows that the download is being processed.
Clown system
No.7377
>>7375>smartphone>appsHi Rex. Been out on some hot tinder dates lately?
No.7378
>>7377Well I will be damned, you are calling me Rex again
>smartphoneOh right, I should have carried entire PC to bed.
>appsJust netflix, before you lynch me. Im on the office network, cant torrent shit.
Have to watch those kid’s cartoons somehow
No.7379
>>7378>entire PClaptops, they fit nicely on your chest when laying down and have bigger screens. sorry but I'm fundamentally against smartphones. they disgust me
>on the office networkassuming you mean you use a public wifi network it's probably safer to use your own wifi
>cant torrent you could always try putlocker
No.7380
>>7379> you mean you use a public wifi Nah, office office. Im living here, well until the end of this month.
Because retard landlord got mad that I couldnt answer the phone because it was broken.
When I told him that he threatened me that this might be my last month living here. (He called a plumber to do some sevage system, it happens at least once a month then I have to hold my shit or pee in the bottles. Because he won't tell me few minutes earlier)
Well I was shocked, didnt know what to do so I just turned my back on him in silence and went back inside.
Also people working here cant close the fucking gate so he is also mad at this.
Sooooo the Boss will be looking for some other office, since landlord is also annoying him and he does not fix the broken stuff + always is bitching about something.
My dream of living inside the workplace will be probably gone. There are slim chances that He will find something where I can also live.
Oh god I cant imagine going outside daily and commuting.
Soooo I either go back to my mother and make a comeback of shitting in jars and peeing in bottles. (Bitch occupies the bathroom for hours and doesnt give a fuck)
Or get a room in a shared flat with some random normans.
Both options suck and the first one is not even certain.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuck
Thanks for the site Liz
No.7381
>>7380I always thought about living in an office, must be nice. Hopefully there aren't wageslaves walking through your area during the day.
>shared flatThis would suck. Bachelor apartments are nice if you can find one cheap.
>Thanks for the site Liznot my site lol
No.7390
>>7373Sorry, I've been away from my computer to process the photos. I'll try to get them on the site as soon as I can.
- 🦎
No.7391
this summer heat is killing me. I felt like I was about to pass out today, some guy even came up to me and asked if I was ok
No.7392
>>7391Yeah it is horrible. I do not understand the normals who love the season, when more often than not the temperatures are unbearable.
No.7393
>>7392they probably like the heat because it allows them to wear less cloths, which gives them the ability to shamelessly show off their boobies and butts
No.7394
I should start eating out at the local soup kitchen. Do they get mad if none homeless people eat there?
No.7395
>>7393It's more like the days are longer and there is more sunlight: but then you're forced to stay home in the dark when it gets too hot so what's the point? What's the point if you're tired all the time because the nights are so hot you cannot even sleep? Where I live AC is uncommon in private homes, but even then, to be stuck in air conditioned boxes 24/7 makes it a lot worse than winter where you can at least get out and move with proper clothing.
It's not even a rich/poor thing, because you will find as many if not more in the latter group saying they enjoy this weather, even though they are more likely to directly suffer from it.
Nowadays heaven forbid we get weather that was considered normal up until ten or fifteen years ago, heat-loving idiots will complain that it is not hot and sunny enough. Move to the sahara or something JFC.
No.7396
>>7395People are idiots. They move to places like Florida and Arizona saying they like the weather and then when they get there they go from their air conditioned home to car to workplace. Yeah sure, you like the weather, when you're looking out your window at it.
It's like in my country with all these third world immigrants living in the cold regions. They clearly can't stand the weather, you never really see them outside in the winter months. Clearly they're not meant to live in cold regions or their skin wouldn't be so dark. And yet here they are, living in a place where they depend on indoor heating 24/7. I almost wish infrastructure would break down so these people are forced to deal with the climate.
No.7397
>>7396I live in a hot climate. It's pretty regularly 90+ F during Summer or late Spring. I never liked the heat. Just like
>>7395 said, you can bundle up in the cold, but not for heat. Although, maybe lots of thin layers might help with that. No one ever tries that anyways. I would say no one is meant to live in too hot place or too cold places. We just say "fuck you" to the world and live wherever we want because we don't take the Earth's shit. Living in these places and defying heat by being in air conditioning or wearing light clothing is a good thing to me. Screw heat and cold. 76 Degrees all the way.
No.7398
>>7397>I would say no one is meant to live in too hot place or too cold places.I have to disagree with this. I couldn't live in Mexico, the few times I visited there my skin was peeling off all of the time and I was zapped of energy. Mexicans with their reddish sun dried skin could handle it, not me. I'd probably get skin cancer and die within a few years if I lived in a place that hot.
No.7400
>>7398I can see that. I'd think skin cancer would be higher in these countries anyways. I definitely wouldn't say white people belong in the cold though. I don't belong there. Not to mention that they have specialized buildings and clothing there too to help. I will say regardless, the sun is your enemy.
No.7401
I've been sick since yesterday and I'm getting a little better. It's bad enough to confine me to my bed for warmth. I haven't done anything today either. I also lost my job. I don't regret it at all. I'm just waiting for my last paycheck and a few other confirmations and I'm good. That means I'll have to get another job, and that's scary for me. On the other hand, that also means the job can be more pleasant than this last one. Maybe I'll find one that I really like? Still, the entry jobs barely pay a living wage. My last job was special in which it paid just above a living wage where I'm at, but I had to travel for it. Very gross society we live in.
No.7402
>>7401I lost my job a while ago as well. Other people get depressed when losing a job, I'm happy to not be working but stressed and scared when leaving and looking for new work. Hopefully you have some savings so you can take time off. That was the whole point of me working, I just saved and saved with the goal of taking as much time off as possible when I eventually left.
>Still, the entry jobs barely pay a living wage.It's the same here. If I were renting I'd be completely fucked.
No.7405
>>7402Thanks. I'm not renting either and I have almost 10k in savings. The entire point of me working is to get a better job and challenge myself. The actual entry level jobs is about one or two dollars away from a living wage, funny enough. I hope you do well in this hellish economy, liz.
No.7406
>>7405I try to spend as little as possible. I bike everywhere and eat as cheaply as possible. And still I'm spending more than I like. Oh well, I guess a lot of normies have it worse.
No.7422
Where is everyone? It's sad to come back in a few days and see no posts. Or at least, posts, I want to respond to, of course.
No.7423
>>7422I don’t really post.
No.7424
>>7422Im visiting few times a day but rarerly post.
My life has been the same for the past few years.
All I can write about is bitching about mental issues, tell what I was dreaming.
All my days are the same, work/play games. Not even trying the new ones. And of course visiting this site,the only IG I use.
Just waiting for death, I can see the time passing faster which is cool
No.7426
>>7424my life has completely stagnated as well
No.7428
>>7424Pretty relatable. I have a few things I live for, but it's pretty much the same. I still use wizchan and go to the bunker every once in a while to lurk. Other than that, my life is also the same and in a way, I'm waiting for my bad health to catch up to me.
No.7430
I have nothing to say really. Sometimes I'll write down mundane crap and hit backspace.
Wizchan sucks.
No.7432
>>7430>hit backspaceSame,I would say that only 1/5 of my posts go through.
Either writting like asshole for no reason or the text makes me cringe.
No.7433
I finally got Halo MCC to run properly. And all I had to do was give up my email and phone number! Hurray! I still like the game, but I'll be more careful from now on when purchasing stuff from Micro$oft. I've been having a lot of fun replaying Halo CE on legendary. It makes me realize though, that most guns except for the pistol, plasma pistol, and the plasma rifle are any good in the beginning game. Not counting the shotgun yet since I haven't gotten there. The game's pretty unbalanced like all Halo games are. Only a few weapons dominate on legendary, and that makes me think that they didn't consider fun or balancing for this difficulty.
No.7439
Started reading Rick & Morty comics, they are pretty good. (This opinion is biased)
I think I should have started with normal Issues and not deluxe but I doubt it matters.
Never read any comics just manga but it was years ago.
Fun activity especially in bed before sleep.
When Im done with it I will pick up some superhero crap from DC
No.7442
I'm pretty fatigued right now. It's not like I should be though. I'm dirty too, so I need to shower, making me even more drowsy. Dang, and I had so many fun things I wanted to do today…
I need to exercise and I think that'll help it. It usually does.
No.7443
>>7442sounds like you had a completely worthless day. I've had many of those
No.7444
>>7443I think I ended up doing laundry, so it wasn't completely worthless. I think I was just dehydrated, but even now, I know I haven't taken in much water and still, I'm not as lethargic. Interesting indeed.
No.7457
I'm playing Daggerfall now. It's a lot harder than I remember actually. I'm pretty poor and I have a lot of skills to level up before becoming a good mage. The first spell I have costs about 40 magicka, but I only have 260ish magicka or something. I can't really go into dungeons without resting a bunch and potions are rare. I stopped off at an inn so I can power level, but then I realized there's not much to do in the cities other than buy stuff. There's no entertainment in between questing. It's all questing and leveling. The pursuit of magical knowledge is really fun, but I keep realizing more things that this games lack that makes the game so empty. It needs some mods to add gardens, museums, art galleries, entertainment, games, etc. I hope someone makes something like that in the future. This game's supposed to be Elder Scrolls life simulator, after all.
No.7458
Back when fringechan.org was still alive, someone posted this song where some Jewish girls were singing in Hebrew. I loved the song, but I never saved it nor found it again. It was in Hebrew I think, so it's pretty slim for me to find it. So sad lol.
No.7459
>>7458Now that’s a name I haven’t heard in a long time. There’s a YT channel called Fringe Wizard.
No.7461
>>7459As a trade, there's a YT channel called Forest Anon. He lives on some mountain on government forest land. It's pretty comfy to see his blogs.
The Daggerfall game is working out better now. I spent 5 in game days improving my destruction. I'm still too weak to do the big dungeons, but I got an assignment to find someone in one in a span of two months. Hopefully in that time, I'll be able to penetrate the deep layers of the dungeon get another rank up.
No.7462
Had (2litres/0.5 gallon) of vanilla milk.
Forgot that I have some sort of milk allergy.
My whole skin is red and itchy, also feeling my urinary tract getting inflamed.
I can consume milk products but in moderate amouny, wasnt paying attention to it
I hope I die lol
No.7470
a couple more days and it's the end of summer :)
No.7473
Started playing Ai Dungeon.
It is pretty good once you learn to cooperate with Ai.
You can do a lot of stuff there. From cool adventures to lewd stuff.
My best one was me playing as short goblin and meeting a dragon then moving in with him.
The only downside is that you rather often have to redo actions or lead the Ai into right direction.
I have signed up for the most expensive plan and I have no regrets even though it is costly.
I am using it daily and I do not think that I will ever stop.
No.7514
For some reason, I feel happy? It's weird. I think it's because of a few things: I've accepted some things are out of my hands, I'm doing what I can do live a good life (according to me), and finally, I'm a lot more productive than I used to be. I'm evolving again. I'm becoming a person who I want to be. Maybe by the end of this year, I'll drastically change for the better, regardless of what happens to me.
No.7515
>>7514Ahhhh watch out Liz the road always get bumpy.
I think it's best to not rush and also take time to rest from time to time.
Soon I'm quitting this bullshit job.
I have had enough of being exploited and strongly underpaid.
3years here ( 1 wasted, should have abandoned when I saw the first red flag)
Guy that is just collecting items at warehouse and makes a phone call from time to time earns more than me, he's been here for like 4months.
On top of that cunt boss scammed me into buying shares.
I was dumb enough to go without the paperwork. The company grew yet he bullshited me that the costs are higher.
So I'm like 8% down, but it's all okay.
I'm just waiting for the perfect moment to bathe in sweet bath of revenge.
Things will be interesting and definitely will change their life for worse.
I will not let anyone fuck with me anymore. Time of being naive and polite is finished.
No.7592
>>7515It's been two months, did you ever get revenge? I'm doing worse than I was in February, but I'm still existing. I got a job, I'm failing at school, and my studies have temporarily stopped. I still have plans I want to meet by this months, but I'm going to have to sacrifice some of them for the more important ones.
No.7607
Where did all the lizzas go? This place has been mostly dead. ☹
No.7608
>>7607There are like 4 of us I think.
No.7610
>>7607There used to be so many more people here. Sad.
