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>>948yes, i've been dosing dxm on and off for almost a year now. ask me anything you want to know about it.
dosing is really specific to your body weight. research different doses/plateaus and be familiar with their positive and negative effects. take a week break from it per plateau you're on (ex. if you take a third plateau dose, wait 3 weeks to take any again) or you will melt your brain.
get it in gel caps, make sure dxm is the only active ingredient. you can order 5400mg worth for $24 by bulk buying from the dollar tree.
the feeling of dissociation is really therapeutic if you deal with depression. just be careful not to become dependent and try to learn from the experience.
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>>949All i need is cough syrup jolly ranchers and sprite to make it right?
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>>948>here don't do drugsI actually have a pretty long history of drug abuse. Just smoke weed now.
>ever tried dxm codeine or leanI've drank excessive amounts of cough syrup before. Felt a little funny, not sure if it worked. I'm too scared to do any drug other than weed now but damn do those purple dranks look tasty.
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>all these degenerates
I got the capsules but apparently one of the inactive ingredients will make you shit yourself like crazy.
I think I'll finally get around to doing it soon though.
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>>952I'm tempted to do some lean drinking. It's very sweet and it's cheap because you can get cough syrup pretty much anywhere.
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>lizchan disappears for one month and the user base turns to drugs>>956is the dxm calculator accurate? i'm not to worried about overdose.
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>>957Sorry it was me who started the thread. I've tried it on accident before. I live in Houston TX so it's highly common here. At least it ain't heroin or weed which are worse. Someone posted a drug post in a /b/ thread so i assumed that one druggie lizkid was still here.
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>>957To answer your question i would assume it's more accurate than someones assumption.
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>>957dexcalc is accurate, the fatal dose for dxm is way higher than you would ever to even want to consume. the only thing to worry about is redosing too quickly and too often.
>>959>that one druggie lizkidprobably me
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>>959>Sorry it was me No worries I just wanted to pseudo bully.
>weed which are worse.I think weeds better if you don't do it every day, health wise.
Haven't tried dxm yet though.
>that one druggie lizkid was still here.I posted about dxm before I just haven't tried it still, just got my own place so I could now.
>>961Cool I thought it was pretty accurate having read a few stories about plateaus etc.
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>>971it's pretty crazy how the drug affects you at different doses so clearly. 1st plat just feels like a strong caffeine high, 2nd feels like your drunk + stoned, 3rd brings double vision on hard and everything starts melting.. that's when the real dissociation kicks
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How do you guys even get your drugs? I'm so paranoid about that shit. sorry to ask so upfront I promise I'm not fbi I just need to get weed or something to calm my down my autism.
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>>1050THis thread is cringe why the fuck did i make this
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>>1050legal weed from dispensary
>>1051not a cringe thread, but maybe you should of made it in /b/
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>>1050Lysergi for research chems like memantine or 1-p, amazon for dxm, dispensary for cannabis.
I can't afford other drugs really so no further knowledge.
> calm my down my autism.I've been exasperating mine with dissociatives, I could never escape my autism.
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>>1050For plants and fungi containing psychoactive compounds generally growing them is a better bet as long as you don't want to consume gigantic quantities of the stuff.
If you just want weed, I'd suggest growing it yourself as long as you have enough privacy to do so.Buy the seeds over the darknet, and grow them in an enclosure. A bit of an investment into a grow-tent, LED light, exhaust system and carbon filter can work reasonably well as long as you aren't in a living situation where you don't have any privacy, and as long as you don't live somewhere where the laws are much more serious for growing vs possessing.
Many common psychedelics can be grown from seed ordered over the internet. Magic mushrooms are reasonably easy to grow with some prep work from spores. DMT containing plants are fairly common and have a decent yield. If you know home chemistry you can even DIY LSD after extracting LSA from the seeds of some ornamental plants.
Other than that try darknet markets for potent pure compounds. Generally as a rule try to only order stuff that is relatively pure, and relatively potent. Pills and powders in small quantities can be disguised reasonably easy and probably won't get checked so long as you don't buy to much. As a rule try not to have packages cross boarders.
Don't forget to buy reagent test kits to make sure they are what they say they are, usually popular markets drugs are reasonably clean compared to street stuff, but you never know. Also some places allow you to send drugs to testing labs, but it depends on where you live, if the service exists legally where you are I highly recommend doing labtests on larger orders.
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>>1091Ate quite a lot of mushrooms in my high school years. They're like a mild lsd, or a massive weed high.
I'm surprised to hear you enjoyed lsd. I did it once and I can remember laying on the floor waiting for the high to be over. I found you really have to be in a good frame of mind to take psychedelics.
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>>1093>They're like a mild lsd, or a massive weed high.If I smoke a lot I do get uncomfortably anxious sometimes, but I've never had a bad lsd trip.
LSD reverts me to happy child mode where I still have dark thoughts but if I'm left alone with my toys & freedom I enjoy myself.
>you really have to be in a good frame of mind to take psychedelics.I agree, but it's like it helps my frame of mind. The first time I used it I was outside near my parents and just burst into laughter for 30 minutes feeling like a weight was off my chest, and I just experienced my whole life in a very short amount of time.
I'll post about it if i do end up taking them, going for 2g for starters.
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>>1251>disturbed by dislike for the real world and what goes on in itWhen I took mushrooms and especially when I did lsd these thoughts hit me hard. I remember being downtown in the city while on mushrooms and getting all kinds of insights into how vapid the people and society around me are.
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>>1251I had a few lsd trips and in hindsight I'm thoroughly unimpressed. I have come to the conclusion that it's nothing more than chemicals flooding your brain, leaving you incapable of clear thought. Thats it, your just too overwhelmed.
I am dumbfounded by people who take dmt and think they met god. Especially since some of them (Joe Rogan) understand that dmt is produced naturlly while you dream. How wouldn't you make the conclusion, that ingesting the stuff that makes you dream in much higher quantity, will result in very thorough and dream-like hallucinations? Even the the sense of time is warped the same way; as dream time is much quicker than real time.
Sory, I went on a rant but I wouldn't count on mushrooms improving anything for you if you yourself are unable to do so.
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>>1252Yea I get extremely paranoid around most people on lsd, like lock my door or sit down in the bathroom if i'm not alone in the house anxious.
>>1253I'm impressed by lsd and definitely would take it every chance I get, but not from a real revelation type reason. It did help me see a lot of patterns in life when I first tried it, but now it's mostly a recreational thing. Just desperate for distractions and dopamine I think.
>dumbfounded by people who take dmt and think they met godI think it's interesting but is just a hallucination, I saw ash on my desk turn into 100's of little people and start walking towards me, or my dick nearly split in half, but I don't really convince myself it has a divine relevance, it was pretty neet though.
>wouldn't count on mushrooms improving anything for you if you yourself are unable to do so.Yea I just thought I may get a meaningful message, I got a few small ones but it was just due to having a really coherent and enduring train of thought.
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>>1254I agree, the stuff you see is quite unique and you won't experience these visuals anywhere else.
I guess it's fine if thats your reason, maybe the prophet type psychedelic fanatics should just pipe down
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>>1283Wish I could get that high and have a sassy black woman record me
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>>1283Negroes are a fascinating species.
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>>1284I'm sure there's a pcp dealer in your area that can make your dreams a reality.
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>>1287I do concur
>>1288The craigslist ad has been posted
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>>1371Good news,because those are gelcaps and sorbitol is there to preserve so there is not that much of it. Syrups contain more of it for sweet taste.
I doubt that taking it will give you diarrhea but even if so you would get it after whole high.
It happend to me only once but it won't hold you on the toilet so you shouldn't worry about it. More common is just breaking a wind but like once or twice and nothing more.
It's advised to take allergy testing dose that is 50mg(rare but for safety,why not?)
Haha that's why I smoke rather small doses because it's making me feel paranoid. Tried LSD once but unfortunately it was more potent than it was meant to and on the top of that I'm oversensitive so whole thing ended up pretty bad.
Never tried muschrooms but I'll harvest some amanita muscaria in this year for sure. Tried coke but it just felt like hangover for me .the guy that offered me was feeling great though.
When it comes to dosing I've used this
http://dexcalc.com/ have in mind that first time can pretty strong.
DXM makes your pH alkaline that's why I recommend drinking something acidic like water with lemon juice(too much of juice won't do anything bad) it eliminated nausea for me and many others. Oh and if U have any prescribed pills ,check if there are any interactions with dxm. Let me know was your first trip :o
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>>1373I've taken it for a cough recently so no allergies I'm pretty sure.
Dexcalc says I'd be in the 2nd plateau so may be a good starting place.
>I'm oversensitive so whole thing ended up pretty bad.I gotcha, I am too but I think my sensitivity to dopamine is high, so an experience like thinking I'm a mud monkey descended from people labeling themselves kings scared to just be an animal. and those constant thought loops and patterns entrance me and make me the happiest out of everything I've tried.
Mushrooms are a lot more earthy than lsd, or natural to say in my experience, my first time I felt like I was being hugged by myself, my cat kept sleeping in my lap and I danced like a retard just happy to be alive. Then the second I layed in my bed in the dark and kept focusing on my own decay, others would call that a bad trip but I'm fascinated by those experiences.
I'll let you know how it goes, I'll have to find a time to do it since I heard it makes your speech all tard like.
>>1375Not dead just thought the site was was, I have some stuff to cold water extract codeine, but have never tried it, may have to in the future just for fun.
Sorry drug talk makes me rant lots of words come to mind and always interested in others experiences.
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>>1376Good to hear that You're alive :D
Are you sensitive to stimulatns too? I'm not but it's a good thing since it's considered more addicitive than other kinds of drugs.
I'm curious if muscimol is similar to lsd high but I don't want to know the answer because it may ruin my trip just thinking about it.
What kind of mushrooms were you eating?
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>>1381I'd probably really like them, I plan on trying them if I get cancer or plan to checkout honestly, too poor otherwise. But don't think i've ever tried one.
>What kind of mushroomsNot sure really, white, bruised and dried. tasted like cow shit unless you plugged your nose like a tard and downed them with OJ.
Never heard of muscimol honestly but going to read up on them tonight for fun.
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Another board full of norms it seems.
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>>1382I doubt that any lizard would like stimulants. Wait, you're eating things without knowing what those are? It's silly and rather norman way to do drugs unless you're so depressed that you don't care what you take. It was probably psilocybe.
>>1383Why is that? Do you see taking drugs as normie thing? Or you assume that ppl that have access to those must be sociable? tbh it's nearly impossible for lizard to have contact with dealer so I could understand that point
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>>1383Drugs does not automatically equal normalfag my good man. But thank you for keeping an eye out.
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>>1385>I doubt that any lizard would like stimulantsWell I like most drugs I try so it's just a guess.
>without knowing what those are?I knew what they were after looking them up, though it's been to long to remember.
>unless you're so depressed that you don't care what you takeClose but I'm depressed and fear death.
>PsilocybeYup that's the one, took a small dose last night. Now i'll have to wait for the dxm i'm pretty sure.
Though It helped me get back into eating healthier so far, was starting to grow apathetic again.
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What was the worst drug that you tried? For me it was benzydamine,pretty cool delirant until the last stage when feeling like dying with fear of upcoming Independent doom. Do you think that your depression can be caused by drugs? Out of curiosity how often do you intoxicate?
For me it's once in a month since I'm not homegrowing anything atm
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>>1390gave up drinking for benadryl, gave up benedryl for dxm, gave up dxm for kratom
now i dose a few times a week. feels better when i don't do it every day, preferably once a week. i do miss that overwhelming dxm high, though.
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>>1391Isn't that too often for a opioid?
Did you get any withdrawal symptoms?
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>>1390Honestly, crack cocaine. I'm clean now but fuck it was hard to get away from.
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>>1390A-PVP is the worst. The high is good, but the comedown is ridiculously bad.
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I thought our drug users would appreciate this site:
http://yakui.moe/yakui/.
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>>1503did you take liquid or gels?
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>>1390taking upwards of 700mg diphenhydramine day to day put me in a weird headspace.
but even worse was ~300mg dxm with only 25mg to try to quell the nausea. i've taken more dph than that with dxm before, but the timing made me more delirious than dph could alone. horrible experience
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>>15242 weeks passed from my last trip(but I wrote post 5 days ago) so I took 150 in syrup and after some time 300 in gelcaps. I had no nausea at all Trip was a little bit overwhelming. I decided to spend it mostly outside robowalking in park at 2:00. I haven't met there single soul which was kinda weird.
Any Lizards have experience with buying stuff online through tor?
My privnote dealies are probably out of business and getting lsd from third hand is taking forever at least only the 2nd one takes fee,hopefully I'll get it today
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>>1529Have only seen ash and dust turning into crowds of tiny humanoids walking towards me or piling on top of each other. Never tried DMT though.
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>>1531have some respect, for all you know those shadow people can be your dead ancestors
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>>1552>ancestorsSo it's indirectly their fault I exist. Gotcha.
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>>1628>2nd lsd trip doesn't unfix me Does lsd even work like that?
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>>1628God speed liz, personally I've been sober all year and kinda want something now. Might finally be able to try dxm next week if no one drops an emergency on my ass this time.
>>1632In terms of breaking him out of a bad trip loop maybe.
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>>1634>breaking him out of a bad trip loophmm I've taking acid once when I was about 16 or so, and my life has been shit since then. Maybe another dose is what I need to get me out of this funk.
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>>1634Thanks. Just make sure to do some "research" before taking it. Imo it's the best drug without prescription. There are some posts about dex in this thread.
Yeah I meant breaking out of badtrip loop that I get when I'm not taking very small doses.
If it won't work then it's not a problem since I rarerly take drugs.
>>1635I don't think that's how it works
There is no magic substance that fixes all the problems as far as I know.
They're more likely to make it worse if U already have problems.
Season for amanita muscaria starts in upcomming month and it's been legalised lately in my country which is nice.
Gonna post few pics someday
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>>1636Oh i've chatted with you about it probably, I'm the guy who keeps saying he's going to try it and never updates because family issues.
>>1635Do you think it's just a situational thing or did the drug effect that?
What specifically made it a bad trip for you guys? if you wanna share anyways.
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>>1639>situational thing or did the drug effect thatDrug had some effect I would say.
>specifically made it a bad tripWasn't at a relaxed place when I did it. Too public. I should of done it when I was in the woods or at home watching tv and playing video games.
I was in a bad frame of mind when I was on it. Instead of enjoying the drug I ended up dwelling on my problems. The drug gave me some negative thoughts that stick with me to this day.
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>>1644Maybe it's a silly question but did U try to rethink those thoughts?
it worked for me tho it was rather unplesant.
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>>1652I think once you've gone down the rabbit hole and come to certain realizations you can't really come back from that.
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>>1671I should mention I ate a ton of mushrooms growing up (and used lot of other drugs) so most of my psychedelic experiences comes from that.
>what realizations? I started to see people as meatbags and seen the monotony of everyday life for what it is (everyone doing stupid tasks to chase money). I think once you've reached that level of heightened awareness it's hard to come down from it, and it leaves you with permanent anxiety. This is probably why the CIA was shilling lsd in the 60s. They wanted a country full of broken people.
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>>1674I thought it was something worse.
How those thoughts are negative?
I have similar view but why it gives You anxiety?
You can't change it. Maybe after life will be better but if there is none then it's not a problem since we won't feel anything.
We're all egoistic
or altruistic-egoistsNot everyone is a meatbag,there are artists too :-DDD
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>>1675>How those thoughts are negative?I guess the thoughts hit you in a real existential way when you're on psychedelics. Like you're seeing life in a completely new way.
>We're all egoisticPsychedelics will cause ego death.
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>>1674I already kind of thought like this but psyches definitely exasperated it.
>>1675>Not everyone is a meatbag,there are artists tooThose are the impressive meatbags.
>>1676>Psychedelics will cause ego death.How do you guys perceive this?
I'm not sure if I have.
I either can play a survival horror game for hours with no desire to stop, detaching from my usual habit of self pity or browsing boards.
Or I'll blast music and lay in bed staring at the ceiling imagining living other lives and fantasy/history settings.
While doing either one I have these waves of feeling like I'm dying and being reborn mentally after each thought I have (not as dramatic as it reads).
I only forgot who I was once, and that wasn't on a psychedelic.
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>>1676None of what U wrote makes sense
>>1677Same as You.
I experienced long-term memory loss on dxm few times and it's nothing fun
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>>1680>None of what U wrote makes senseDrop a couple hits of acid and read my post again. It will all make sense.
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>I'll have it tomorrow >15 days agoYeah, nope but someday I'll get that lsd I GUESS
No traces of Amanitas because it's too freaking hot ugh
>>1639Still didn't dex,right?
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I did some dextromethorphan a few years ago. In my country it is, or at least was, available OTC in tablet form - just pure DXM HBr and a binder. The tablets were horribly bitter to taste. The most I did at any one time was 450 mg, which for my weight should have been a high 2nd plateau, IIRC.
The experience was, in general, unpleasant. Nausea, being immobilised, often a feeling of imminent death, dwelling on unpleasant thoughts I already had prior to dosing. I had to quit the drug. I have been clean for some three years now, and replaced DXM with exercise. Life is good when sober and lucid.
My recommendation for fledgling dex druggies is to read William White's DXM FAQ on Erowid.
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>>1828I'd smoke it too but it makes me schizoid af.
>hearing screams and crying>extreme anxiety>dissociated from real worldDoesn't matter what kind of strain I smoke or eat it always ends the same way. Big puff is enough to make it happen. Oh and always after weed I get headache or rather some sort of migraine when it comes down and stays the day after.
Am I retarded?
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>>1829WOuld not say retarded no. It can affect people in various ways. Some people just don't react well.
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>>1829>hearing screams and crying>Am I retarded?Sorry to tell you this but if weed use is making you hear voices it might mean you're borderline schizoid. Might want to keep away from the herbs liz.
The anxiety thing is normal, I get myself if I smoke too much. Weed increases your heart rate and blood pressure making you more prone to stress.
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>>1835>The comedown was the most annoying Yeah, I can remember laying on the floor waiting for the damn high to be over with five hours after taking the drug.
>I don't experience any stress at allI'm sure you'll go back to your old way of thinking but even if it makes your stress go away temporally that's amazing.
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Okay, druggielizzes. I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled soon, is there any way to keep myself from calling my dentist a nigger or worse? I don't have access to practice drugs unless homemade somehow and I don't have any experience with anything even as light as weed. Am I fucked?
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>>1839It's not bad actually, the worst part is the numbing needles and those are just like a hard pinch.
Root canals on the other hand.
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>>1840I'm not really worried about the pain, I would have asked to do it without drugs but I sort of freeze up in social situations because I assume saying "yes" to everything will get me out of there quicker. They said that I'd be out of it for a day and I'd need my family to stay near me to keep me from falling down the stairs or some shit so I might call them niggers too, who knows? They also said I wouldn't remember anything so if I say something absurd my family might just choose to not tell me and act like nothing's wrong, that's what I'm most worried about. Maybe it's worse for me to obsess over it because then I'll be thinking about it more.
At least from the look that the lady at the front gave me, the high'll be good.
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>>1846Don't worry Lizzie dentists are used to it.
My pa sweared at dent too and there is nothing wrong with it since shit like that happens when there is a lot of pain
TFW still no mushrooms cuz too dry
>>1832okay,thanks, I won't miss it
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>>1846It's possible to request only local anesthetic (lidocaine) if you remove only the top or bottom set at a time.
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>>1846when it happened for me I blacked out, you literally go to sleep. When you wake up you will be conscious when in the operating chair, I think youre prob thinking about those videos online of people saying dumb shit when they are high on drugs, but for me I remember going into the chair, they jab a needle in my arm, then when the surgery is over I woke up from the chair with bandages in my mouth then they send me to the lobby and my family helped me go home. Dont worry about it you will be awake when they remove the needle from your arm and youll wake up and be aware of your surroundings when your family helps you leave.
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>>1857>fake LSDtake the drugs along with your receipt back to the drug dealer and get a refund
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>>1860there is nothing left because I bought little
he didn't trolled me like I thought earlier
guy is just retarded and thinks he's selling real lsd ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>1861It's got to be willful ignorance, most people know the bitter/spitter rule.
Hell If he's still doing it he could kill people easily.
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>>1862It's not that but stupidity.
Guy thought that crack is more expensive than cocaine.
4 ppl in job bought it and tripped(dealer too)without noticing that they're high on NBOMe.
I took MD in job to cope with social phobia and it didn't have any taste and I felt quite well then I packed it in latex glove.
Later when I took it I could feel the weird taste but I was sure that it was because of latex. Trip was very weak I thought that it may be because my tolerance went up from MDing.
I looked up lsd tolerance graph and measured to have a slightly stronger trip.
It was the scariest bad trip that I ever had.
I guess that's what happens when you belive stupid ppl
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>>1862>If he's still doing it he could kill people easilyIt's common knowledge that drug dealers could care less about the harm they do to their clients.
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>>1866But that's a potential buyer lost, isn't it? I always thought that the goal with dealers is to get you hooked and to make sure you're buying from them as much as possible, and hope you don't OD or rat them out.
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>>1865I was chillin in living room then I decided to lay on my bed.
Couple of minutes passed and I heard chainsaw noise.
In front of my windows there is school that is surrounded by tall trees and there were ppl cutting branches on boomlift at 8:00 am.
I don't have any window covers and I started to freak out that they're looking at me (I think they did) so I went to living room again.
Out of nowhere neighbours that live above me had an argument,those apes often shout at each other but I didn't expect them to wake up so early since they were rather loud last night.
Trip just started and a lot of complications happend I knew that it'll be hard so I wrote down on a paper reminder that the trip will end etc.
I went to my brother's room where he has curtains. I listened to some chill and happy music but noise from chainsaws was rather unsettling. Then neighbour granny with dementia started banging at my door, I knew that there is no way that I'm going outside so I didn't answered then that oldhag shouted that she knows that I'm here and told someone on staircase how bad I am (even tho I helped her many times >:d )it all happend when my trip was building up.
I was already stressed af and started to feel pain in my tummy.
I went to bed and had OOBE where I've felt and seen every bad thing that I ever had with some additional negative surreal memories.
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After comming back to my body I felt very tired, I went to living room again.
I had a thought that LSD was fake and I ODed. I wasn't sure if I lost my mind or just died and was placed in some realm for my "sins".
I felt bad for my family that I may be in vegetative state. Other than that I had no memories I felt like I was created just to suffer.
I thought that everything never happend and it was only my imagination.
It's not everything that I experienced but I doubt that I could explain it even in my native language.
After all LSD is not a substance that will change my point of view or make me do better outside like I falsely thought earlier.
Maybe it works like that on those who accept themselves and don't have problems with facing real life.
>>1837it worked for one week only. MDing makes my social anxiety disappear for like ~36 hours which is very helpful since it's really visible when I'm stressed (my whole body is shaking hard). Unfortunately I feel like it got worse after MDing. I'm not sure if I should take microdoses till I save up for hikki life or just live with it which will be hard because I may lose many opportunities to make my dream come true more quickly.
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>>1873Sounds like a bad setting for sure, I know people that can trip in strip clubs and be super charismatic. I'm kind of similar to you where others make me uneasy. It's like I can sense that as soon as i'm around someone they'll ask me to do a ton of task or automatically sense i'm tripping.
Yea industrial noises or yelling strike paranoid dis-ease mostly around the peak.
The lying in bed thing happened to me a few times too.
Introverts just tend to be more self conscious I think and acid amplifies it, my best experiences have always been while alone, When I'm alone i'm able to be 100% comfortable even when having what someone would call a bad trip.
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Where do you get your drugs?
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>>2116Growing and rarely from a guy that I've used to play league in HS though It's rather long process, waited for acid like half a year
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>>2115I guess nobody did.
Dried cap then boiled it with lapacho tea.
It had strong flavor of mushrooms and was slimy. Not sure if it was good or disgusting, something in between.
Drank 3/4 of it because I had irrational thought about this being too much.
light enhacement in mood, felt comfy and warm, oh and calmed me down (was kinda irritated because I broke curtain)
No nausea or gastric problems.
Gonna try it again in 3 weeks or later with 2 caps
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>>2119Yea I've never tried that type before.
All my experiences with mushrooms in the past few years have all retained a pattern of the following.
>feel like i'm physically lighter>chest feels vulnerable, fluttery>A motherly warmth envelops my heart>a bitter sweet self pity envelops me>movement and noise exaggerated>breathing plants>previous beliefs solidify, brain can't argue against them>default to listening to music in bed>the music and my thoughts become a stream flowing together>my mind feels like it's in a cocoon, or egg>reality feels like i'm looking at it through glass>anhedonia reminds me it's here to stay and there's no thought that can alleviate me of it>trip ends>>2116extended family that doesn't like me but knows i'm a mental case that has 20$ sometimes.
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>>2142how much did You take?
This weekend I ate 1g of them and music felt great most of the trip I was cleaning.
Then got kinda uncomfortable so I decided to lay on sofa.
Didn't have any meaningful thoughts or realizations.
Day later I have visual snow, and It's still with me.
Funny that I got hppd after a small dose that showed me small visual breasthing and nothing more.
I thought that this condition appears only to ppl that abuse psychedelics or take huge doses, well that's unlucky.
At least It's not annoying me.
Looks like I shouldn't do any drugs
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>>21462.5g
I've never had visual effects stay with me more than a day, well sometimes i'm still extra aware of movements.
Yea I hope it goes away after a few good naps, I'd rather have the increased vibrancy than snow though.
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I've done DXM in the past for few times and while I think it's okay I didn't really enjoy the dirty high I got from it. Combining it with weed is extremely pleasant though.
I'm very interested in other dissociatives and I've been thinking of ordering some ketamine since it supposedly also helps with depression even in very small doses so even if I don't like it I can always use it for that.
I've only tripped properly on LSD once in the past, which was last summer but the experience wasn't that great since my teeth, which are kind of crooked and crowded, felt uncomfortable for most of the experience and I should probably get them fixed before trying LSD again. It also made me very anxious at everything but I was able to get it under control after the peak and I think I'd have easier time with it if I tried it again, especially if I ordered some benzos just in case. Might go for another psychedelic instead of LSD though since the duration is very long for someone new to psychedelics.
I've always wanted to try codeine but can't get it OTC where I live so haven't. I know I would love opiates so maybe it's a good thing I haven't tried them.
>>2116The deep web is a very easy and surprisingly safe source but probably not the best idea unless you live alone or know no one else will check the mail.
If you get anxiety it's hell waiting for the drugs to arrive though.
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>>2172I think that growing cubensis and MDing them is a more viable choice,it worked pretty well for me + it's a fun hobby.
Codeine is hit or miss depending on how many enzymes you have in tummy,barerly worked on me and gave me a headache.
What do you mean by dirty high?
It was my favorite drug untill I started getting panick attacks and feeling of independent doom day after.
I wonder why it turned out like this since there were over 1 months breaks,it just came with age I guess.
Have You ever had OOBE? that's where the fun starts
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>>2173Growing mushrooms is something I could see myself doing in the future depending on how my next trip goes.
Dirty high as in I get horrible nausea and motor control loss and I can't think clearly at all, which does seem to be fairly normal but wasn't really fun since I didn't get much introspection out of DXM. I read that music is supposed to sound great on it but this effect was barely existent at all and alcohol alone would make music sound better for me. Highest dose I've done is 600mg which is low 3rd plateau for me and it is quite fun but the memory loss DXM causes starts getting annoying at this dose. I think I'll possibly try higher dose of it in the future but who knows since I get a gag reflex from just smelling the cough syrup nowadays while when I first tried DXM I didn't think it even tasted that bad.
I've never had an OOBE but I'm planning on getting more into dissociatives so that's definitely something I'm interested in.
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>>2174I never had any introspection on dxm other than nonsense brainfarts that were losing it's meaning after the trip.
Haha for me syrup was tasting pretty nice but after some use I started to get gag reflex as well but that's nothing compared to benzydamine and salt. The worst tasting thing ever.
I'm sure you could get it but most of the ppl don't enjoy the experience.
I've seen ppl jumping from the windows to their death and ppl hanging on noose in my shower. For me it wasn't scary but rather weird.
Oh and the comedown mostly sucks,my worst one was when I thought that I'm dying and was laying in bed for entire night sleepless. Deliriants be like.
Oh and about the update about cubensis mding, after 3 weeks of taking it and then droping my social anxiety kinda skyrocketed and I'm feeling blue.
I read a lot of good things about mding so I tried to see how it works for me and well it made me more energetic,didn't stress almost at all but I'm feeling the opposite now.
Not sure if I should md till I retire or just be awkard and anxious
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>I'm assuming most people here don't do drugs
>140 replies from degenerates
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>>2182simply stop being a paranoid puritan and hide the thread.
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>>2182Look, I agree with you in that drug users are degenerates, but there's no need to shit up a thread about it. Just ignore the thread whenever you see it, instead of ruining a thread that other lizards use.
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>>2182they should open a store called "drugs r us" just to piss you off
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How is drug use degenerate?
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>>2189It's against his norms or he's judging by the stereotype.
Either way it's very warm of
>>2182
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I've gotten used to playing horror games the rare occasion I get to trip, and it's pretty addicting. I've almost finished silent hill 3 and finished the others (that matter). Something nice about only being able to think about survival for a change.
>>2294I really want to learn how to cultivate my own, i'm going to look into it this winter.
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>>2296I started with grow kit because I was kinda busy to do it on my own and expected to get instruction with kit,although it came without.
Dunk it in water for 1 hour then pour it out, put in bag,mist it sometimes and vent, room temperature is enough.
It does need light even tho some tards say otherwise. Some also say that you need a lightbulb under the grow but that's overkill and I didn't see any difference.
Indirecet light from window is good enough.
After harvest you can dunk it again and get from 3 to 5 yields
That's all.
Making it on your own isn't even that hard the only that You have to care about is not getting it contaminated.
If you have any questions just post it here and have in mind that there is a lot of wrong information on net
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>>2764wtf, stay the hell out of our realm you hippie warmblood!
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>>2786wrong thread? Btw sorry Tourettes has got you down. Hopefully one day, you may have Tourtettes, but Tourettes won't have you!
This is you, right?
>>>/b/5994
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>>2790It's right thread since it's about drugs.
It turned out that it's not tourette and most likely something different.
I don't feel any negative feelings when I'm having an attack but it's just kinda annoying.
Anyway yesterday I started taking 3rd drug and my family went batshit crazy and stole all my medication.
Just because I had a little trouble speaking and forgot where I put telephone or cigs
Fucking ridiculous.
I had much worse side effects years ago and they didn't give a fuck.
I feel so angry and have urge to kick and punch things. Probably due to missed dose. (I have never felt like that)
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I have been trying kratom again. Last time was a few years ago but I didn't really notice anything. I bough a bunch of capsules this time and can't say there is much different. I either feel nothing or get really tired. Worst case I get nauseous. Actually made me puke for the first time in over 6 years.
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>>2796Chasing the first kratom high?
Why did you decide to buy it?
I'm curious what made you do it
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>>2797First time I bought it I did it because I heard it was supposed to be relaxing and chill, I imagined like the couch locked weed state, and also because it was simply a convenient drug to acquire. This time I did it because I stumbled upon a Joe Rogan clip where they talked about it and I decided to give it a second try.
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>>2869Sounds like the machine elves are going to be visiting a lot of new people.
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Ketamine… Holy shit that stuff is so good.
Next day:
I'm feeling the same but like with a healthy mind or something?
No signs of depression or being annoyed with my thoughts.
Went for a walk to check the effects and oh my
It was so smooth, no challenge at all. Just felt natural (it never did previously)
Clear head with no issues describes it bests.
Really hyped to see how this substance may change my life.
Now looking forward into the future haha
Plans:
I'm going to use it like they do in therapy.
Induction Phase - 1/2 times per week
Stabilization Phase - every 2 or 4 weeks.
Tiny dose gave me so much euphoria that no drug ever did.
Also put me at peace, like all my problems just became so tiny or meaningless.
No visual distortions, my body felt light and that's it.
Few hours later I tried bigger dose.
Effects like DXM but felt much more cleaner and without annoying body load.
Expected music to sound great like on dex but for me it was really flat and low quality, just mashed together with shitty mastering.
Played anime on screen and I started gently swinging on pull-up bar with and without support on feet.
Felt so light and nice.
After getting tired and effects beggining to culminate I went to bed and continued watching.
It didn't put me into movie like other drugs can.
But I felt some sensations like shaking or gust of winds from screen.
Few times I exited full-screen but managed to get it back with no issues.
Sometimes the subtitles were illegible and my mind tried to give them meaning lol.
Watched with one eye because with both it was too hard to see.
At one point I thought that I am one of characters there and it's about me, but it didn't last long.
Some time later my whole body lost weight and feeling.
Then I totally forgot about having a body haha
Rather late and it started getting bright outside so I decided to sleep.
Closed eye visuals were interesting yet simple.
I was traveling through some space, it was full of dots each having different color and being connected to at max 3 other dots by red line that was getting darker or brighter.
Later it changed into green lines that bending into random shapes.
Something like this
https://www.stsci.edu/~marel/black_holes/graphics/mod3_q2_3.jpg\
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>>3105 noooo these effects disappeared after +48h
Already huge cravings for the next time, great… hahaha
Addiction Speedrun
In therapy doses are much higher, will try it. Bit scared of k-hole though.
>Looking towards the futureThat was true few hours ago, now I'm just waiting for another hit.
Eeeh, it was supposed to go differently.
Will keep you updated!
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Drugs more like Stupids
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>>3125 ahahah made my day!
Can't disagree
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>>3182Yeeep, constantly want to die so I'm basically back to the state where I was before doing it, even being super focused on something doesn't make these feelings disappear.
I think it's game over
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i overdosed on dxm tablets and almost died
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>>3189wow im not the only idiot into drugs.
>almost diedlol how? LD50 is ridiculously high and there were like only few deaths caused by only dxm from what i remember.
BUT I CANT FIND ANY INFO NOW BECAUSE EVERY ENGINE SUCKS
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>>3189I did 300mg this weekend, music was nice.
Nothing else though.
Expected more fireworks after such a long break.
Some time before that I had a entire week of smoking weed,vidya,movies and doing literally nothing else.
It was lame and not worth the money.
Didn't feel rested afterwards.
Nothing is going to make me feel comfy
