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There's probably something else I want to rant about but I don't remember. Mostly faggots, though. They have me by the throat. I didn't know it could be so suffocating to live with no one but faggots around. My bad of course, but as far as my knowledge goes people don't get any less faggots outside imageboards either. Imageboards at this point are a spin off of social media with the only difference that you can ban evade more easily, the flavors of faggotry here are exactly the same, though. It is especially emphasized by faggots who like to shit out walls of text ranting about how imageboards are superior to social media, huuh. Really they're so autistic they put me to shame in comparison.
On the other hand, social media is a doxx and I don't see why I should doxx myself just to eat more fresh shit. Been roaming some traditional forums (lmao yeah), but no fruit there either, though I did not expect any to be honest. More technical forums justly focus on more technical things and since my skills at anything are somewhat like nonexistent there's no way I can fit in (oohh lmao yeah fit in I fucking despise this phrase) without being an embarrassing faggot myself. Did not bother with less technical forums. Anyway most of the people there are pale old farts who discuss nothing but politics and some deeply irrelevant (to me) shit. Not to blame them, but I'm not interested at all.
Just imagine it, if you have a fucking brain, think about a fucking minute, you have to *actually* work your ass off to gain the *privilege* of talking to other people. Much in the same way you work your ass off to get food. This is so fucking deeply atrocious I can't put it in words. You have to gain the right to be around people *the same way* you gain the right to sleep under a rood or eat a meal. Realizing this really fucked up my understanding of human scum. So in the end, the people others claim to be psychopaths turn out to be very correct, albeit in a very ugly way. I sure wouldn't want to be butchered alive by some unhinged sick badass, but it doesn't negate the truth in any way. People are worthless sacks of meat and the only healthy way to think of them is as of accommodations.
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But it takes away all purpose. I don't care about accommodations. If people are inherently so worthless, I can't care. I see no point at all in proceeding further along this line of thinking. Naturally, after realizing people are just things in the same way as everything else, you should abandon all morale and simply bully your way through to whatever you want. In reality, there are quite a few impediments. For one, it would require a lot of skill and dedication, and I have neither. On the other hand, I don't even care. If the nature of things is inherent emptiness, I don't care about attaining any of them.
This world is sick. So deeply empty and deprived of meaning. Think about butchering animals. Think how little you care. Think about all people dying right now. Think how little you care. Think about how all you stand for will vanish in a hundred of years. Think how little you care. In the end, all you have to do is to reproduce and fuck off kindly to wherever Styx flows.
But people who live under their illusions of meaning are so deeply disgusting. And you can't even blame them. For some reason, nature had to play this cruel trick to everyone. Of course they have to delude themselves, this is the only way they will be willing to reproduce - by believing that begetting offsprings matters.
The foundations of this existence are so deeply buried in vanity it makes me want to vomit. Just why in the name of Raptor does it have to be like this?
